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So I kind of realise that most people have dysfunctional families,
And recently I've only just started to realise how lucky I am.
I probably am writing this at a very inappropriate time, seeing as there are current problems for other people...and don't get me wrong, I really hope they find happiness.
I won't ask if you're ok...even though sometimes my tongue slips.
Because I know what a naive and stupid question that is.
I just really hope, that at least you will find happiness. All of you.

Why I am saying this?
I don't know really.
To be honest, what do I know at all about other people's problems?
Nothing.
It's not my place.
I'm an outsider.

But, after a long D&M with my mum this afternoon after getting back from the station (where I bummed at with Joey from 5:40 till 6:30 ;3)
I talked to mum about her pregnancy experiences (I don't know how the topic came up...don't ask me to remember that far TT)
And I found out...that I'm actually the 3rd.
As opposed to what I thought before (2nd).
It shocked me to find out that one had been downed before.
As I listened to mum telling me the past between her and dad as she cooked dinner,
I wanted so much to reach out to her and just cry.
To thank her for giving birth to me,
and apologize for the pain she had to go through to keep me alive.
And just to tell her I was happy from the bottom of my heart to be alive.

I never knew...
The pain she endured to have both me and Kev.
The loss she and my dad paid so that we could live as we are now.

To my 2 older siblings in heaven whom the world never knew,
Please be at peace,
And...I promise to live my life to the fullest where you couldn't.
Even though I never knew you, your existences are the sign that me and Kev live today for a reason.
That our parents fought to deliver us into the world safely.

SO...please don't find that weird TT

Schoolday was meh...
Mizoshiri pissed at me I think.
Free~ chilled int he quad and talked with Christine about shiz (we're kool bru =D)
Recess - idle talk
Eng killed me TT we're fked =D Jess and Log were on the verge of throwing a fit aish~
Lunch we had lots of fun just...being weirrrdd xD And got some feedback on situation...err...well not quite so realistics but it was encouraging? xDD heh.
Oh and we watched Jassy shleepz ;3
BAHAHHAA 'Luke and Vivian...WAIT WHAT?! WHAT?!!?!!?!?' (btw its not true...we think LOL)
Ahhhh...MODERN! YAYY general highlight class of the day^^ Mr Tidyman (aka Our Dark Lord) = LOVEE!!! <3
Maths last period...KILZZZ MEEEEEEEEEE T_T durrrr...
We're literally a whole chapter behind FFFFFFFF
Hist Ext in the arvo~
Talked about Herodotus
watched a bit of the English Patient
Yayy we had so much food xDDD
Ahh shizzz~ we gots our Project Proposal notification TT
Sharon Liu's is full pro fk~

Met Joey at leos afterwards~
Breath ;P
I think I like You better in ur uniform :3
Your PE uniform is dodge and...smelly LOL
<3 i still love you blurgh
Thankuuu for coming Pymble <3
Bumming and poking each other and other stuffs...
Like smooth skin stroking BAHAHAHA
and err...yah we frolick? xP not rly...xD

<3<3

Kev disappeared after bball at randwick, and Mum freaked out...
Then turned out he was home already and was only late cos he went to Macq for food -facepalm-

Must read Namesake~!! Ish already behind so will spam read till 12 or 1...then go to sleep till 2:30, then Joey wakes me up yayy ^^
then hardcore work TT

I'm working naoz~
baibai~ <3

P.S shoutout to Bree, hang in there babe <3
P.S.S shoutout to L, whether you're into him or not, just lay off a bit. Please. I don't want Bellar to really throw you off the boat. (As tempting as it is) I reiterate, I don't hate you, but I'm not backing down.

So I kind of realise that most people have dysfunctional families,
And recently I've only just started to realise how lucky I am.
I probably am writing this at a very inappropriate time, seeing as there are current problems for other people...and don't get me wrong, I really hope they find happiness.
I won't ask if you're ok...even though sometimes my tongue slips.
Because I know what a naive and stupid question that is.
I just really hope, that at least you will find happiness. All of you.

Why I am saying this?
I don't know really.
To be honest, what do I know at all about other people's problems?
Nothing.
It's not my place.
I'm an outsider.

But, after a long D&M with my mum this afternoon after getting back from the station (where I bummed at with Joey from 5:40 till 6:30 ;3)
I talked to mum about her pregnancy experiences (I don't know how the topic came up...don't ask me to remember that far TT)
And I found out...that I'm actually the 3rd.
As opposed to what I thought before (2nd).
It shocked me to find out that one had been downed before.
As I listened to mum telling me the past between her and dad as she cooked dinner,
I wanted so much to reach out to her and just cry.
To thank her for giving birth to me,
and apologize for the pain she had to go through to keep me alive.
And just to tell her I was happy from the bottom of my heart to be alive.

I never knew...
The pain she endured to have both me and Kev.
The loss she and my dad paid so that we could live as we are now.

To my 2 older siblings in heaven whom the world never knew,
Please be at peace,
And...I promise to live my life to the fullest where you couldn't.
Even though I never knew you, your existences are the sign that me and Kev live today for a reason.
That our parents fought to deliver us into the world safely.

SO...please don't find that weird TT

Schoolday was meh...
Mizoshiri pissed at me I think.
Free~ chilled int he quad and talked with Christine about shiz (we're kool bru =D)
Recess - idle talk
Eng killed me TT we're fked =D Jess and Log were on the verge of throwing a fit aish~
Lunch we had lots of fun just...being weirrrdd xD And got some feedback on situation...err...well not quite so realistics but it was encouraging? xDD heh.
Oh and we watched Jassy shleepz ;3
BAHAHHAA 'Luke and Vivian...WAIT WHAT?! WHAT?!!?!!?!?' (btw its not true...we think LOL)
Ahhhh...MODERN! YAYY general highlight class of the day^^ Mr Tidyman (aka Our Dark Lord) = LOVEE!!! <3
Maths last period...KILZZZ MEEEEEEEEEE T_T durrrr...
We're literally a whole chapter behind FFFFFFFF
Hist Ext in the arvo~
Talked about Herodotus
watched a bit of the English Patient
Yayy we had so much food xDDD
Ahh shizzz~ we gots our Project Proposal notification TT
Sharon Liu's is full pro fk~

Met Joey at leos afterwards~
Breath ;P
I think I like You better in ur uniform :3
Your PE uniform is dodge and...smelly LOL
<3 i still love you blurgh
Thankuuu for coming Pymble <3
Bumming and poking each other and other stuffs...
Like smooth skin stroking BAHAHAHA
and err...yah we frolick? xP not rly...xD

<3<3

Kev disappeared after bball at randwick, and Mum freaked out...
Then turned out he was home already and was only late cos he went to Macq for food -facepalm-

Must read Namesake~!! Ish already behind so will spam read till 12 or 1...then go to sleep till 2:30, then Joey wakes me up yayy ^^
then hardcore work TT

I'm working naoz~
baibai~ <3

P.S shoutout to Bree, hang in there babe <3
P.S.S shoutout to L, whether you're into him or not, just lay off a bit. Please. I don't want Bellar to really throw you off the boat. (As tempting as it is) I reiterate, I don't hate you, but I'm not backing down.