Saturday, November 27, 2010
rawr.
i wanna talk.
WHYYYYYY the quiet study area T_T
my book got returned -rage-
now i have to wait another 30 mins before i can use it.
as if thats not a big enough waste of time already.
rawr.
BANG and the dirt is gone <-- feel random...
Thursday, November 25, 2010
I learnt a lot of maths today.
I feel confident =)
Lots of maths yayy
Roger love yayy <3
Tutor at home and working hard and having to come home early! yayy <3
-cries-
Shame I have to come back on this note:
Carmen + Maths = <3 = good for me
Txts snd blogs = ...you figure it out
Monday, November 15, 2010
Happy Anniversary Mum and Dad <3 =)
18th anniversary, 2010 <3
Sunday, November 14, 2010
FAAARKKKKYEAAAAHHHH >D
Mood ruined for the day.
Thanks so much. Really.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
It makes me cry;
So I kind of realise that most people have dysfunctional families,
And recently I've only just started to realise how lucky I am.
I probably am writing this at a very inappropriate time, seeing as there are current problems for other people...and don't get me wrong, I really hope they find happiness.
I won't ask if you're ok...even though sometimes my tongue slips.
Because I know what a naive and stupid question that is.
I just really hope, that at least you will find happiness. All of you.
Why I am saying this?
I don't know really.
To be honest, what do I know at all about other people's problems?
Nothing.
It's not my place.
I'm an outsider.
But, after a long D&M with my mum this afternoon after getting back from the station (where I bummed at with Joey from 5:40 till 6:30 ;3)
I talked to mum about her pregnancy experiences (I don't know how the topic came up...don't ask me to remember that far TT)
And I found out...that I'm actually the 3rd.
As opposed to what I thought before (2nd).
It shocked me to find out that one had been downed before.
As I listened to mum telling me the past between her and dad as she cooked dinner,
I wanted so much to reach out to her and just cry.
To thank her for giving birth to me,
and apologize for the pain she had to go through to keep me alive.
And just to tell her I was happy from the bottom of my heart to be alive.
I never knew...
The pain she endured to have both me and Kev.
The loss she and my dad paid so that we could live as we are now.
To my 2 older siblings in heaven whom the world never knew,
Please be at peace,
And...I promise to live my life to the fullest where you couldn't.
Even though I never knew you, your existences are the sign that me and Kev live today for a reason.
That our parents fought to deliver us into the world safely.
SO...please don't find that weird TT
Schoolday was meh...
Mizoshiri pissed at me I think.
Free~ chilled int he quad and talked with Christine about shiz (we're kool bru =D)
Recess - idle talk
Eng killed me TT we're fked =D Jess and Log were on the verge of throwing a fit aish~
Lunch we had lots of fun just...being weirrrdd xD And got some feedback on situation...err...well not quite so realistics but it was encouraging? xDD heh.
Oh and we watched Jassy shleepz ;3
BAHAHHAA 'Luke and Vivian...WAIT WHAT?! WHAT?!!?!!?!?' (btw its not true...we think LOL)
Ahhhh...MODERN! YAYY general highlight class of the day^^ Mr Tidyman (aka Our Dark Lord) = LOVEE!!! <3
Maths last period...KILZZZ MEEEEEEEEEE T_T durrrr...
We're literally a whole chapter behind FFFFFFFF
Hist Ext in the arvo~
Talked about Herodotus
watched a bit of the English Patient
Yayy we had so much food xDDD
Ahh shizzz~ we gots our Project Proposal notification TT
Sharon Liu's is full pro fk~
Met Joey at leos afterwards~
Breath ;P
I think I like You better in ur uniform :3
Your PE uniform is dodge and...smelly LOL
<3 i still love you blurgh
Thankuuu for coming Pymble <3
Bumming and poking each other and other stuffs...
Like smooth skin stroking BAHAHAHA
and err...yah we frolick? xP not rly...xD
<3<3
Kev disappeared after bball at randwick, and Mum freaked out...
Then turned out he was home already and was only late cos he went to Macq for food -facepalm-
Must read Namesake~!! Ish already behind so will spam read till 12 or 1...then go to sleep till 2:30, then Joey wakes me up yayy ^^
then hardcore work TT
I'm working naoz~
baibai~ <3
P.S shoutout to Bree, hang in there babe <3
P.S.S shoutout to L, whether you're into him or not, just lay off a bit. Please. I don't want Bellar to really throw you off the boat. (As tempting as it is) I reiterate, I don't hate you, but I'm not backing down.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
WLM 2011
On another note THE NEW WINDOWS MESSENGER LIVE 2011 IS A PIECE OF HORSEHIT! >[
NO DISPLAY NAME...AND DODGY LAYOUT! FKING HE-...
I could rage for an hour over this but I'm tired so I'm not bothered.
On recap of today, so I left my laptop at school in my locker and now has a new Sony VAIO netbook sized laptop =D
Only thats its awesomers than a netbook^^ cos it has DVD-rom >D
And the screen is like...a piece of cardboard.
SO THIN~
But downside is that theres no office temporarily, AND THE CAM DOESN'T WORK! D;
-devos-
hopefuly will work soon TT
YAYYYYY ANDY AND MICHAEL <3
heehe Matricks buddies :3
80 messages ftw! >D
-sigh-
not bothered for any more <<
-cling-
Why does it have to be like this?
How did it become like this?
Am I suddenly the bad person?
The party at fault?
Am I suddenly the one intruding on possibility?
It sort of makes me wonder who they support.
Even M, who says we're cute etc...I wonder who he would prefer to be the victorious.
Frustrating isn't it?
You know what's fked up...I'm actually imagining myself stepping out of the way, throwing down the flag, and letting her have it...like I always do.
Fk what is wrong with me!
I'M GOING TO FIGHT FOR THIS!
I WON'T LOSE TO THE LIKES OF YOU!
NO WAY!
-roaring10PUNCH-
Wow my disguising skills, or rather lack of, amaze even myself =="
yarr...I don't hate you =)
At least I'm trying too.
I guess I'm not even justified till it's confirmed.
Which it probably won't be.
I dare you to say it.
I'm interested...to see th world's reaction.
YAHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm not spiteful =D
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Mine;
Oh good memories<3
Shoutout to Weelay, Anfunneh (and Ian Andrews I guess LOL) for being there that day.
Weelay for being supportive and giving me guts, Ian for stealing Anfunneh's tie...and Anfunneh for making things difficult (aka loving Joey too much LOL)
And Joseph Zhang...for being you...and for being lame and saying 'REALLY? Yeah I like you too' while I licked my 2 scoop ice cream after saying 'Yeah shuddup', and cos I love you xP
This song is a bad case of nostalgia heehee >w<
_______________
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town and never looked back
I was a flight risk, afraid of fallin'
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts
I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes
But we got bills to pay
We got nothin' figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes
This is what I thought about:
Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Oh, oh, oh, oh
And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone."
You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing that's ever been mine."
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it
I can see it now
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Hmm...Rina dropped Jap ext, and Jassy and Kathy are both considering too...
-deserted-
side note~ I'm glad I found Jojo's diary <3 She seemed worried =( -hug-
I wanna rave all of a sudden.
-raves-
-retard-
whee~
Mama~
IF THERE'S A CAMEL UP A HILL THEN IT'S GONG LI WITH ME WHEN I DOOOOOOOO I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!
moocow.
Haha so yeah,
I'm spamming my own blog.
GG bro =)
fluck.
=D
To Kwannduck~ gl with finding that job u want =)
To Joey~ good night you flamingo xP <3
Gotta party like, like it's the end of the world;
So today I read about the failed Children's Crusade of 1212.
It's sad.
Like it makes me shiver.
It reminds me of Les Mis, but on a larger more tragic scale.
=(
Look it up if you're bothered (Y)
Hmm...I'm kind of bored.
I should shower~
But meh.
MUSTMUSTMUST:
~bring moneys 2moz for txtbooks
~go to State Library this Sat for Modern and Hist Ext sources/books
~prepay and register for Rob Rich International Guest Workshop at Crossover =)
~get Romanticism texts from some library...preferably one I do not have a $30+ overdue fee owing at (Y)
~SAVE MONEYS!!! D;
~DO ALL WORK! DDDDDDDDDDDDD;
~get a life
~make it to the atom some time tomorrow...or soon. (well...if i'm needed...)
Hello.
I rolled my ankle today while crossing Pacific Hwy^^
It hurts.
=(
Thankyou Rina for spending 2nd period with me <3
We had a good time with 'charming voice and bulging penis' LOL
-hug-
Thankyou Carumen-chan for being considerate <3
*nts: remember to bring the pills on Saturday
Undermined.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
...blurgh.
Not bothered tonight.
Internet being bitchy.
-hugs- for all! =D
Hope Joey calls me soon^^
Saturday, November 27, 2010
rawr.
i wanna talk.
WHYYYYYY the quiet study area T_T
my book got returned -rage-
now i have to wait another 30 mins before i can use it.
as if thats not a big enough waste of time already.
rawr.
BANG and the dirt is gone <-- feel random...
Thursday, November 25, 2010
I learnt a lot of maths today.
I feel confident =)
Lots of maths yayy
Roger love yayy <3
Tutor at home and working hard and having to come home early! yayy <3
-cries-
Shame I have to come back on this note:
Carmen + Maths = <3 = good for me
Txts snd blogs = ...you figure it out
Monday, November 15, 2010
Happy Anniversary Mum and Dad <3 =)
18th anniversary, 2010 <3
Sunday, November 14, 2010
FAAARKKKKYEAAAAHHHH >D
Mood ruined for the day.
Thanks so much. Really.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
It makes me cry;
So I kind of realise that most people have dysfunctional families,
And recently I've only just started to realise how lucky I am.
I probably am writing this at a very inappropriate time, seeing as there are current problems for other people...and don't get me wrong, I really hope they find happiness.
I won't ask if you're ok...even though sometimes my tongue slips.
Because I know what a naive and stupid question that is.
I just really hope, that at least you will find happiness. All of you.
Why I am saying this?
I don't know really.
To be honest, what do I know at all about other people's problems?
Nothing.
It's not my place.
I'm an outsider.
But, after a long D&M with my mum this afternoon after getting back from the station (where I bummed at with Joey from 5:40 till 6:30 ;3)
I talked to mum about her pregnancy experiences (I don't know how the topic came up...don't ask me to remember that far TT)
And I found out...that I'm actually the 3rd.
As opposed to what I thought before (2nd).
It shocked me to find out that one had been downed before.
As I listened to mum telling me the past between her and dad as she cooked dinner,
I wanted so much to reach out to her and just cry.
To thank her for giving birth to me,
and apologize for the pain she had to go through to keep me alive.
And just to tell her I was happy from the bottom of my heart to be alive.
I never knew...
The pain she endured to have both me and Kev.
The loss she and my dad paid so that we could live as we are now.
To my 2 older siblings in heaven whom the world never knew,
Please be at peace,
And...I promise to live my life to the fullest where you couldn't.
Even though I never knew you, your existences are the sign that me and Kev live today for a reason.
That our parents fought to deliver us into the world safely.
SO...please don't find that weird TT
Schoolday was meh...
Mizoshiri pissed at me I think.
Free~ chilled int he quad and talked with Christine about shiz (we're kool bru =D)
Recess - idle talk
Eng killed me TT we're fked =D Jess and Log were on the verge of throwing a fit aish~
Lunch we had lots of fun just...being weirrrdd xD And got some feedback on situation...err...well not quite so realistics but it was encouraging? xDD heh.
Oh and we watched Jassy shleepz ;3
BAHAHHAA 'Luke and Vivian...WAIT WHAT?! WHAT?!!?!!?!?' (btw its not true...we think LOL)
Ahhhh...MODERN! YAYY general highlight class of the day^^ Mr Tidyman (aka Our Dark Lord) = LOVEE!!! <3
Maths last period...KILZZZ MEEEEEEEEEE T_T durrrr...
We're literally a whole chapter behind FFFFFFFF
Hist Ext in the arvo~
Talked about Herodotus
watched a bit of the English Patient
Yayy we had so much food xDDD
Ahh shizzz~ we gots our Project Proposal notification TT
Sharon Liu's is full pro fk~
Met Joey at leos afterwards~
Breath ;P
I think I like You better in ur uniform :3
Your PE uniform is dodge and...smelly LOL
<3 i still love you blurgh
Thankuuu for coming Pymble <3
Bumming and poking each other and other stuffs...
Like smooth skin stroking BAHAHAHA
and err...yah we frolick? xP not rly...xD
<3<3
Kev disappeared after bball at randwick, and Mum freaked out...
Then turned out he was home already and was only late cos he went to Macq for food -facepalm-
Must read Namesake~!! Ish already behind so will spam read till 12 or 1...then go to sleep till 2:30, then Joey wakes me up yayy ^^
then hardcore work TT
I'm working naoz~
baibai~ <3
P.S shoutout to Bree, hang in there babe <3
P.S.S shoutout to L, whether you're into him or not, just lay off a bit. Please. I don't want Bellar to really throw you off the boat. (As tempting as it is) I reiterate, I don't hate you, but I'm not backing down.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
WLM 2011
On another note THE NEW WINDOWS MESSENGER LIVE 2011 IS A PIECE OF HORSEHIT! >[
NO DISPLAY NAME...AND DODGY LAYOUT! FKING HE-...
I could rage for an hour over this but I'm tired so I'm not bothered.
On recap of today, so I left my laptop at school in my locker and now has a new Sony VAIO netbook sized laptop =D
Only thats its awesomers than a netbook^^ cos it has DVD-rom >D
And the screen is like...a piece of cardboard.
SO THIN~
But downside is that theres no office temporarily, AND THE CAM DOESN'T WORK! D;
-devos-
hopefuly will work soon TT
YAYYYYY ANDY AND MICHAEL <3
heehe Matricks buddies :3
80 messages ftw! >D
-sigh-
not bothered for any more <<
-cling-
Why does it have to be like this?
How did it become like this?
Am I suddenly the bad person?
The party at fault?
Am I suddenly the one intruding on possibility?
It sort of makes me wonder who they support.
Even M, who says we're cute etc...I wonder who he would prefer to be the victorious.
Frustrating isn't it?
You know what's fked up...I'm actually imagining myself stepping out of the way, throwing down the flag, and letting her have it...like I always do.
Fk what is wrong with me!
I'M GOING TO FIGHT FOR THIS!
I WON'T LOSE TO THE LIKES OF YOU!
NO WAY!
-roaring10PUNCH-
Wow my disguising skills, or rather lack of, amaze even myself =="
yarr...I don't hate you =)
At least I'm trying too.
I guess I'm not even justified till it's confirmed.
Which it probably won't be.
I dare you to say it.
I'm interested...to see th world's reaction.
YAHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm not spiteful =D
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Mine;
Oh good memories<3
Shoutout to Weelay, Anfunneh (and Ian Andrews I guess LOL) for being there that day.
Weelay for being supportive and giving me guts, Ian for stealing Anfunneh's tie...and Anfunneh for making things difficult (aka loving Joey too much LOL)
And Joseph Zhang...for being you...and for being lame and saying 'REALLY? Yeah I like you too' while I licked my 2 scoop ice cream after saying 'Yeah shuddup', and cos I love you xP
This song is a bad case of nostalgia heehee >w<
_______________
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town and never looked back
I was a flight risk, afraid of fallin'
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts
I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes
But we got bills to pay
We got nothin' figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes
This is what I thought about:
Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Oh, oh, oh, oh
And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone."
You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing that's ever been mine."
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it
I can see it now
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Hmm...Rina dropped Jap ext, and Jassy and Kathy are both considering too...
-deserted-
side note~ I'm glad I found Jojo's diary <3 She seemed worried =( -hug-
I wanna rave all of a sudden.
-raves-
-retard-
whee~
Mama~
IF THERE'S A CAMEL UP A HILL THEN IT'S GONG LI WITH ME WHEN I DOOOOOOOO I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!
moocow.
Haha so yeah,
I'm spamming my own blog.
GG bro =)
fluck.
=D
To Kwannduck~ gl with finding that job u want =)
To Joey~ good night you flamingo xP <3
Gotta party like, like it's the end of the world;
So today I read about the failed Children's Crusade of 1212.
It's sad.
Like it makes me shiver.
It reminds me of Les Mis, but on a larger more tragic scale.
=(
Look it up if you're bothered (Y)
Hmm...I'm kind of bored.
I should shower~
But meh.
MUSTMUSTMUST:
~bring moneys 2moz for txtbooks
~go to State Library this Sat for Modern and Hist Ext sources/books
~prepay and register for Rob Rich International Guest Workshop at Crossover =)
~get Romanticism texts from some library...preferably one I do not have a $30+ overdue fee owing at (Y)
~SAVE MONEYS!!! D;
~DO ALL WORK! DDDDDDDDDDDDD;
~get a life
~make it to the atom some time tomorrow...or soon. (well...if i'm needed...)
Hello.
I rolled my ankle today while crossing Pacific Hwy^^
It hurts.
=(
Thankyou Rina for spending 2nd period with me <3
We had a good time with 'charming voice and bulging penis' LOL
-hug-
Thankyou Carumen-chan for being considerate <3
*nts: remember to bring the pills on Saturday
Undermined.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
...blurgh.
Not bothered tonight.
Internet being bitchy.
-hugs- for all! =D
Hope Joey calls me soon^^
