Thursday, July 8, 2010
-ding-
random.
it's been ages since my last post.
i have been removed off the list consequently.
and understandably.
-stone-
i guess i have no excuse not to be blogging now since it's holidays.
but
i'm just not in the mood.
it's just that...there's been so much going on in my head recently.
and
it feels like there's only one person i can pour it all out to.
funnily enough,
not many of you would be able to guess who.
i think i'm digging my own grave here.
-sigh-
the sky's dark
had tutor this morning
and roger was his usual awesome self.
haha with all his 'BULLSHIT!'
and stuff
he makes me laugh =)
which is awesome.
i should be more serious about the hw now.
and stop making mistakes.
there's not much to talk about i guess.
the thoughts in my head are stil a swirl of mess
and i can't put them in a sensible order
so saying it out loud is kinda hard.
i don't even know myself how to go about fixing all this.
Recently I've been watching hana yori dango.
and the 2nd season too.
and it's weird for me to say this but...
its excessive.
like
i dont feel the dokidoki! D;
or rather
i just don't like the main couple haha.
hanazawa rui for the win! -squish-
recently it feels like...
the people i enjoy being with most isn't who i should be with.
like
i should be paying attention to the others more.
but
what can i do.
it feels like...
there's nothing to say.
a void.
an empty hole where conversation should be.
ah it's raining.
yesterday
went to luke's houseparty.
there was me, steffu, carumen-chan,
luke, joey, daniel, anthony, matty, kerry, and luke's bro richard =D
somehow feel like...no girls bothered going. i dno. thot it was meant to be viv's too...-confused-
meh.
everyone was obsessed over robot unicorn attack.
haha
was ironic cos dudu had intro-ed the game to me onli 2 nights ago =)
and doeo-ed (lol azn dorito xD), and ice1cube-d
and
yeahhh.
played poker with punches while waiting for luke carumen-chan and daniel.
then played levels =)
haha
levels is such epic fun.
i was very silent tho.
but still managed to get pulled from level zero to 3 in one go buy matty.
dayum.
me daniel and carumen-chan are normally the ones who stay longest on level zero =)
like last time at carumen-chan's house =)
heehee i take pride in this game^^
in the meantime we were passing around green grainwaves, doritos and kettle.
anthony wudnt give me the kettle .3.
lol steffu and matty kept hiding the grainwaves.
we then went out for lunch at roselands (raindrop) shopping centre.
before going luke bet me $20 that i cudnt lift 40kg on the bench press.
i did.
haha.
So gg-ed, broke luke has to owe me 20 once again xP
me and carumen-chan swapped shoes lol.
awkward cos her boots were spacey xD
we walked to roselands, stopping on the way at the playground haha with the wobbly thing.
lawn bowls place on the way.
i ate kfc.
and matty and luke spent most of the time telling everyone how dodgy maccers was.
haha cos steffu had a not-fresh cheeseburger.
fiona glasses yay.
i gg-ed myself with wicked wings.
on the way back
we spammed the little vending machines.
the guys got a $1 bouncy ball
and carumen-chan bought a mega sour which she gave to richard who spat it out after the prolonged disgust haha.
the guys were throwing the bouncy ball across the road on the way back.
immature idiots lol.
and me and carumen-chan were screaming for them to stop.
when we got back we played twister which was...interesting to say the least =)
being crushed by everyone.
and how joey and carumen-chan both managed to stay standing up for most of their rounds xP
we then played uno.
which was very epic =)
esp owned when i had to pick up 8 T^T
and stuff....~~~
twas in all a fun day =)
oh and got the tent fly from steffu (Y)...now have to plan the food haha.
train home was quiet.
spent most of the time sleeping...and thinking.
parents semi-raged when got home.
for not calling.
i managed to get the banner up finally =)
(kudos to dudu for the advice (Y))
took me about an hour or two of stitching tho T^T
but looks good =)
wonder if ppl will notice...
the other posters are all up too =)
i sleep below cosette now^^
maybe she'll drop the books on my head in my sleep haha.
i'm sorry if i sound a bit stoned.
or maybe i don't.
maybe that's just how i feel while i've been typing.
oh well.
gloomy weather.
gloomy mood.
gloomy life.
going to watch karate kid on saturday yay.
and play jenga maybe =)
asian fantasy lol.
that's an icecream btw ><;;
do i have the courage to let go...
Labels: down, emotions, fail, For the LOL, friends, life
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