Thursday, April 15, 2010
last night...i had a weird dream.
Normally my dreams are fun while they last but then disappear from my mind altogether when i wake up.
But this time...it lingered.
for a long time.
i still remember vividly the main parts of it.
what it was about scares me.
it scares me...but it excites me.
but i'm scared that it excites me this much.
does that make sense?
it probably doesn't.
i liked it.
it was nice while it was happening.
it had a warm and fuzzy feeling to it.
and...passion?
i dno if i should use that word.
maybe.
but now...i wonder what it means.
what it means for the future.
if i'm dreaming about these sorta things...i guess i should be worried.
but somehow...i want them to come true.
is that bad?
cos if it comes true...it means an end...and a new beginning.
who am i kidding.
get your head out of the clouds you idiot.
you've got better things to worry about.
but somehow...i just can't forget that lingering sensation.
where do i go from here?
Normally my dreams are fun while they last but then disappear from my mind altogether when i wake up.
But this time...it lingered.
for a long time.
i still remember vividly the main parts of it.
what it was about scares me.
it scares me...but it excites me.
but i'm scared that it excites me this much.
does that make sense?
it probably doesn't.
i liked it.
it was nice while it was happening.
it had a warm and fuzzy feeling to it.
and...passion?
i dno if i should use that word.
maybe.
but now...i wonder what it means.
what it means for the future.
if i'm dreaming about these sorta things...i guess i should be worried.
but somehow...i want them to come true.
is that bad?
cos if it comes true...it means an end...and a new beginning.
who am i kidding.
get your head out of the clouds you idiot.
you've got better things to worry about.
but somehow...i just can't forget that lingering sensation.
where do i go from here?
~<33 bee[d]ee @ 3:08 PM |
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