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originally this post was going to be:
_____________________________

-blogspam-

i want a poporo burger =(
_____________________________

but then i realised it was my 200th post.

sooo...

haha i guess i should talk more.

but

that's just it

what do i talk about.

where do i begin?





hmm...






at this point in my life...
everything's very hazy.
I do things for the stupidest reasons.
my schoolwork is falling further and further behind.
and
i dont even know what's going on anymore...there.
my whole life just seems like confusion.

and yet.

there are times when it all becomes clear.
when i'm happy.
with people i love.
i just want to live life to the fullest.
and i couldn't care less about all my troubles.
in those few precious moments.

That's just it.
someone said to me,
"no-one is ever completely happy"
then...is what i've been experiencing not really happiness?
have i been mistaking it?
are they all just cheap thrills which pass on as quickly as they came?

So tell me...which viewpoint do i take?
Sitting back and seeing everything for what it all supposedly is; a big fat fuck-up?
or
enjoying life to the fullest. Irresponsibly. Carelessly.

i've never been wise.
i've never been a good judge.
i've never been able to make decisions for myself, as most of you would know all too well.

please.
help me.

__________________________________

i wish so much i could have said at that moment;
"I would. I would know if something was wrong."
but
the sad and in-my-face truth is...
I probably wouldn't.
it's been 8 months.
and i still can't figure you out.
nor myself.

i guess you'd argue that's good.
that's the way things should be.

but ask yourself this.
can a relationship really work
if it's all about one person.
if one person always enjoys the limelight
and
the other person is left in the dark.
how can it work
if
there's no honesty.
how can i be happy with you
when i don't even know what you're thinking.
___________________________________

i feel like i'm losing people slowly.

My grasp on their fingertips.
And slowly...ever so painfully...
we part.
i watch their backs retreat slowly into the white haze.
and before i know it,
i look up.
and they're gone.
there are no hills or sunsets
where i can see their silhouettes retreating into the distance.
no distance i can run to catch up with them.
they're gone.

i want to treasure every moment I have with each and every one of you.
because who knows maybe one day,
i'll call out your names...
and you won't come running anymore.

Labels: emotions, friends, life

originally this post was going to be:
_____________________________

-blogspam-

i want a poporo burger =(
_____________________________

but then i realised it was my 200th post.

sooo...

haha i guess i should talk more.

but

that's just it

what do i talk about.

where do i begin?





hmm...






at this point in my life...
everything's very hazy.
I do things for the stupidest reasons.
my schoolwork is falling further and further behind.
and
i dont even know what's going on anymore...there.
my whole life just seems like confusion.

and yet.

there are times when it all becomes clear.
when i'm happy.
with people i love.
i just want to live life to the fullest.
and i couldn't care less about all my troubles.
in those few precious moments.

That's just it.
someone said to me,
"no-one is ever completely happy"
then...is what i've been experiencing not really happiness?
have i been mistaking it?
are they all just cheap thrills which pass on as quickly as they came?

So tell me...which viewpoint do i take?
Sitting back and seeing everything for what it all supposedly is; a big fat fuck-up?
or
enjoying life to the fullest. Irresponsibly. Carelessly.

i've never been wise.
i've never been a good judge.
i've never been able to make decisions for myself, as most of you would know all too well.

please.
help me.

__________________________________

i wish so much i could have said at that moment;
"I would. I would know if something was wrong."
but
the sad and in-my-face truth is...
I probably wouldn't.
it's been 8 months.
and i still can't figure you out.
nor myself.

i guess you'd argue that's good.
that's the way things should be.

but ask yourself this.
can a relationship really work
if it's all about one person.
if one person always enjoys the limelight
and
the other person is left in the dark.
how can it work
if
there's no honesty.
how can i be happy with you
when i don't even know what you're thinking.
___________________________________

i feel like i'm losing people slowly.

My grasp on their fingertips.
And slowly...ever so painfully...
we part.
i watch their backs retreat slowly into the white haze.
and before i know it,
i look up.
and they're gone.
there are no hills or sunsets
where i can see their silhouettes retreating into the distance.
no distance i can run to catch up with them.
they're gone.

i want to treasure every moment I have with each and every one of you.
because who knows maybe one day,
i'll call out your names...
and you won't come running anymore.

Labels: emotions, friends, life