Wednesday, March 17, 2010
woooooops
i'm like epic fail blog now TT
sorry...
hopefully after assessments it gets better
but for now...i must return
to
my
ANCIENT NOTES!!!!!!
shoot shoot shoooooooooooooooooot -bangbang-
study study D;
dont wanna fk this up...
no i dont
TT
on another note~
to my imouto-chan
i love you. really.
i'm not worthy of your worry but just the fact that you noticed is very special to me.
not many people notice anymore.
you are so observative.
and thankyou for always being by my side.
even though i'm not always there for you =(
iloveyoumuchlies<3
MI-RU-kun (haha onli jap ppl wud get that xD thankgod u dont do jap)
go...dig a hole (LOLwhut)
haha.
you need to chillax man~
and thankyou too =)
but u need to look in the mirror for just a bit and realise who you're turning into.
please don't give in to that kinda stoopid brawness...
yeh?
yeh.
=)
and to a special someone.
you know who you are.
i'm sorry for being so selfish.
i'm sorry for being...dAmUnding xP
i'm sorry i can't be who you want me to be.
i'm sorry for being shallow.
i'm sorry for amking situations worse than they are already.
i'm sorry for 2 nights ago.
i'm sorry i turned out to be such a crazy btch xD
and most of all i'm sorry that you have to put up with all this and still manage to see something in me worth your time.
and i'm sorry you almost lost your bag at chats LOL
(DONT FKING SCARE ME LIKE THAT! >[ )
but most importantly
thankyou for being in my life<3
and now to my precious atom babies<3
i'm sorry i'm never there.
i'm sorry i seem disconnected.
i've been busy...and i never see half of you guys anymore.
some is see almost all the time cos of wat we have together.
but everybody else is so diversely interested (whut O_O)
that we're never in/doing the same thing together.
it saddens me.
so much i sometimes feel like there's a hole in my chest
because the warmth and happiness that you guys hold in my heart
just doesnt seem to be there as vibrantly as you used to be.
but i guess it's my fault too.
i wish things would go back to the way they were.
but they can't.
so i can only hope for the best.
it's weird...maybe i'm the least mature out of all of us...despite being the eldest.
i fail as the oldest sister yeah?
i love you guys.
no matter who you become, who you're with, how far you go, when i'll next see you. it doesn't matter.
our meeting wasn't a coincidence
i can't do monday arvos or thurs mornings for coaching netball! D;
plzplzplzplzplzzzzz let there be someway we can change it =(
i dont wanna coach matches only...
i'm in ko softball LOL
so randomly got in.
even tho i'm so shit xD
must remmber that miss achelly is giving me big sister/litle siter training next wednesday
pd assignment and supp material and modern 'The TERROR!' test and maths test.
g fking g T_T
SNR DANCE TOMORROWS~~!! ^w^
bling it on wheeeeeeee~
so for now i love you guys.
and i shud love my ancient.
in order to study it haha.
wish me lucks for 2mozzies~!
baibai~<3
Labels: emotions, friends, life, school, stress
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