Thursday, March 25, 2010
I just finished reading 'With Kisses on Both Cheeks' again to do my english supplementary material assignment.
it's a beautiful story.
I remember crying at the end of it the first time i read it.
it's funny cos u'd think the second time round it's not rly cry-able material.
since u already know how it ends.
but yeah i'm very emotional nowadays.
just like how i started crying while reading carumen-chan's blog haha.
thankyou<3 you're inspirational =)
i really don't do enough for you guys...so i tend to try too hard sometimes to makeup for neglect of other times.
and sometimes...i guess the effort is ill-timed.
i'm not exactly a good judge for when to let go.
in that way i guess i'm stubborn.
sorry if it's excessive sometimes.
so yeah...it's been assessment week so i haven't really had the physical capability (considering i'm running on 3 hrs sleep on average per night) to keep up the blog.
i promise i'll work at it after tomorrow =)
speaking of tomorrow
it's the maths test.
haha as a few of you may know, i had an emotional breakdown for various reasons last night. (i think it reflected during vball training...sorry to steffu for being so out of it and stoned. spinning around in circles and shuffling wasn't exactly a great team motivation. haha i actually caught a ball i called going out T_T i'm so sorry guys~)
thankyou to those who made me feel better =)
shoutout to carumen-chan, lookyoung and my awesome bf for talking me through it<3
love you all =)
really thankyou...i couldn't get through these things without you guys...ANY of you guys in fact. everyone out there, you make up who i am.
and i hope i'm there for you guys like how you've been there for me.
pick you up off the ground just like how some of you have pulled me out of the ditches i fall into.
one day i hope i can become a person you guys can depend on, hands down =)
so until then...
がんばります~! =)
and for now i should get bak to studying.
maths won't wait for me so it's my job to catch up ne~?
i'd better get off the computer.
i vow to stay away from facebook! >D
ja mata ne~
Labels: emotions, friends, life, school
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