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Monday, February 1, 2010

you know...i wonder if i'm being a bit too laid back

and somehow, i feel a bit...shallow?

it's just this nagging thing at the back of my head.
everyone's working so hard.
like, i'm working hard too.
i promised myself i would
but.
somehow, all the people coaching and studying extra around me is...
daunting

and also.

is my blog too happy?
i read over it.
and it somehow sounds like just a random journal.
there's no...insight?
it's all just
i did this.
i did that.
like...wtf man
T_T

maybe it reflects who i am
maybe i am just that naive, shallow little girl (ok not little ==;;)

maybe it's time to grow up.

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