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If you do, i'll make sure u don't again -blink-
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I take no credit for those at all~








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i have a weird obsession with bye bye. by mariah carey (HAHA BYEBYEBYE!)
actually now that i think about it i have a weird obsession with depressing songs ><;;

i am feeling very lethargic now.
i wonder if i should go on msn.
i'm appearing offline ><

but i know if i do i'll end up repeating wat i've done for every night so far, neglect hw and end up falling asleep -flop-. and as a result i'll get more experiences such as that from Mr mac today...and frankly i dont wanna be death-stared down by mac again ><

this morning missed the 19 train for combined so ended up taking 35 with nathan.
lol gave him his souvie and he's like O_o ok. xD
meh...i suck at buying gifts for guys (Y)

nathan's short. LOL
even if he's taller than me now, i was taller than him for the first 14 years of our lives so GG xD

we got to leos and i just saw one of our nsg buses go.
then the 143 nsb bus came.
and the driver didn't let nsb's on.
aka me too.
fml~
sosososososoooooo i was late (Y)
me and nathan took nsg bus and then walked back down to nsb.

at combined we learnt the beauty of the earth (or at least i think that's wat its called xD)
it's a really pretty song =)
i hope we get to do it for anzac.
we also sang crossing the...something again xD
which makes laugh.
the bass part which goes "and there will be no moaning moaning..."
and even tho they only say it twice,
i keep feeling like they'll keep going LOL
like
'moaning moaning moaning moaning...'
xDDDDD
yer
i'm
sad
=D
hugh cracks me up.
lol luke called me in middle of rehearsal >< gg.
i should change my ringtone (Y)
having WEEEEEEEEE-A-WHUM-A-WAAAAAAYYYY suddenly screaming in the middle of a peace song for anzac isn't good =D
luckily i didnt get screamed at by ms moulton^^

at the end of rehearsal ms moulton gave lisamarie the callback list, with 11 names on it.
julia, ariana, lilit, sarah, lml, monica c, margery a, lilian d, lucy (i forgot last initial ><), amanda b, and...someone i forgot D; (i'm sorryyyy! ><)
haha -down-.
ahh wells =) was happy for ppl^^
sarah you lucky bum xP
went to cry with em (not rly LOL) about ppl getting callbacks~
nts: must film 'SHARE THE LAUGH!<3' with Em one day >w<

then shot off.
cos
luke that loser was already there xP

got back to school
LOL you wore the white shirt!
gg you found it (Y)
and...went on a high LOL.
does it make sense to go on a high to get over depression?
yeah?
yeah.
xD
luke missed like 5 buses xD
stupid loser who has a swimming carnival xP
nah thnks for coming you gay =)
i'm so nice =D (please detect sarcasm)
more and more ppl came, and we were playing with sabwina's whale LOL
me and carumen chan and bella and weelay started playing the 'poke ur arms through someone else's and start doing actions' game =)
yes i was very high LOL.
jumping while attached to someone is very hard xD as we found out.

assembly was epic =)
sat nxt to jojo and jassy<3
for once the hensh said something ppl ngaaawww-ed to. -shock-
haha nah he's kool i guess?
ms melky is as awesomes as ever =D
log's sarcasm fit in with her character for gen earth presentation perfectly LOL
gen earth bins that say thnx LOL
then src skit was FREAKING AWESOME~!
lilian as the reject -cuesong- 'loonnneeellyyyy, i'm mr lonely~ i have nobo-'
-music stops-
-runs up to a group, the group runs away-
'-dy, for my owwwwnnnnn~ i'm so-'
repeat a few times LOL.
so funny =)
and then judy comes on with her awesome jnr src kiddies and does rap to where is the love [NSG REMIX!!!!] xD
L.O.V.E~!<33
the jnrs are admittedly cute =D
subject changes nxt week monday yayy~
ancient~!! =D

got our train passes (BLUEEEE!!! >w<) and bus passes (...poo green? O_O)

we had pd 1st (well 2nd) period.
that was when my high was wearing off.
-low-
me and catlin talked about our respective situations
-depressed-
talking about it makes me realise how bad it possibly is.
lenloe and carumen-chan sat at the other table today.
we drew diagrams for dimensions of health.
i drew a gothic voodoo doll with button eyes (Y) [coraline inspired i guess?]
relecting my mood i guess ><
apparently it looked like sailor moon D;
-gets rid of bow-

recess, in E block
hit epic low.
i think was combination of a few things.
one of the being my convo with catlin.
then the other being...i dno?
><
but yes was down there at recess.
sorry if i was antisocial guys =(

maths~
quiz~
fk~ =D
but we've finished our first topic so yay =)
we're doing factorising now i think?

lunchtime had acapella~
ms cleggie is epic^^


but i was still low at acapella.
low to the point where...i physically couldn't sing.
now i know how reira felt in nana...
it just takes away your voice.
heartbreak i mean (not that i'm literaly heartbroken but...a similar emotion?)

left quickly after rehearsal but stopped by music noticeboard to see the callback list again.
=)
-sigh-
turned around and noticed another list on the other noticeboard.
and almost stumbled.
-SHOCK-
twas another list.
with 2 or 3 more names on it
+ the guys callback list.
the first name at the top.
'Rebecca Dai Yr 11'

You know that feeling where you're not crying cos ur sad, but ur not crying cos of joy either.
it's like this...trigger of a mixture of regret, surprise, exasperation and...relief.
that's what it felt like.
the dam would've broke if it weren't for everyone else there.

ah and dania got in too =)
so did eddie LOL (my bro jawdropped at that LOL)
but rayray didnt =(
feel kinda sad cos he was working so hard for it.
helped him practice on thurs when i went with bella and carumen-chan to their auds.
so i had free time to do whatever so i was helping him rehears the cafe song.
with its over an octave jump 'and i can hear them now~'
-patpat- nxt year rayray! GANBATTE!

ecoo ecoooo ecooooo
is gna be the end of me ><
i'm so baddd at it T_T
and mr mac hates me LOL (cos i didnt do my hw ><)
he even made me open up to my eco notes and show himt he empty sheet ><
T_T
cant wait to drop it bleurgh

modern with melky~
more jfk
watched the kool vid with the computer-generated graphics.
LOL was shit tired tho ><
my arm which was holding up my head kept slipping ><

walking to leos, met jojo and lauren halfway =)
(jojo was going to touch at artarmon =) )
and walked together =)
jojo's so kyoooot -squeee- >w<
haha we were contemplating how we met...but neither of us remember ><

claudz was going to epping to see jm get bashed up.
O_O
okkkkkk~
-nocomment-

we missed the 41 train so i had to wait till 52 for the train to pymble (Y)

Taylor Swift is 180cm ;O

at home talked to mum about uni courses and subjects ( i do that a lot nowadays ><)
major D&M about future.
then mum had to leave to go with dad to our rehab property LOL
(water leakage)

they were gone for ages and kev came out and told me so.
and i ended up napping on the couch for like...3 hrs?

so we ended up having dinner at 10pm (Y)
mum's new egg and crab roe dish is rly nice :3
i like pineapples.

after dinner talked to mum about kanji LOL
random much.

after opening the link lauren sent me (thnx btw lauren<3) for surrender all by trevor hodge,
i can't close it ><
as in...i just keep playing it on repeat.
and it's like drilling into my head xD
but its such a beautiful song =)
memories of rice '09<3



it is 3am.
i told caurmen-chan i'd be asleep before 2 ><
yet another broken promise.

Labels: emotions, friends, life, school

i have a weird obsession with bye bye. by mariah carey (HAHA BYEBYEBYE!)
actually now that i think about it i have a weird obsession with depressing songs ><;;

i am feeling very lethargic now.
i wonder if i should go on msn.
i'm appearing offline ><

but i know if i do i'll end up repeating wat i've done for every night so far, neglect hw and end up falling asleep -flop-. and as a result i'll get more experiences such as that from Mr mac today...and frankly i dont wanna be death-stared down by mac again ><

this morning missed the 19 train for combined so ended up taking 35 with nathan.
lol gave him his souvie and he's like O_o ok. xD
meh...i suck at buying gifts for guys (Y)

nathan's short. LOL
even if he's taller than me now, i was taller than him for the first 14 years of our lives so GG xD

we got to leos and i just saw one of our nsg buses go.
then the 143 nsb bus came.
and the driver didn't let nsb's on.
aka me too.
fml~
sosososososoooooo i was late (Y)
me and nathan took nsg bus and then walked back down to nsb.

at combined we learnt the beauty of the earth (or at least i think that's wat its called xD)
it's a really pretty song =)
i hope we get to do it for anzac.
we also sang crossing the...something again xD
which makes laugh.
the bass part which goes "and there will be no moaning moaning..."
and even tho they only say it twice,
i keep feeling like they'll keep going LOL
like
'moaning moaning moaning moaning...'
xDDDDD
yer
i'm
sad
=D
hugh cracks me up.
lol luke called me in middle of rehearsal >< gg.
i should change my ringtone (Y)
having WEEEEEEEEE-A-WHUM-A-WAAAAAAYYYY suddenly screaming in the middle of a peace song for anzac isn't good =D
luckily i didnt get screamed at by ms moulton^^

at the end of rehearsal ms moulton gave lisamarie the callback list, with 11 names on it.
julia, ariana, lilit, sarah, lml, monica c, margery a, lilian d, lucy (i forgot last initial ><), amanda b, and...someone i forgot D; (i'm sorryyyy! ><)
haha -down-.
ahh wells =) was happy for ppl^^
sarah you lucky bum xP
went to cry with em (not rly LOL) about ppl getting callbacks~
nts: must film 'SHARE THE LAUGH!<3' with Em one day >w<

then shot off.
cos
luke that loser was already there xP

got back to school
LOL you wore the white shirt!
gg you found it (Y)
and...went on a high LOL.
does it make sense to go on a high to get over depression?
yeah?
yeah.
xD
luke missed like 5 buses xD
stupid loser who has a swimming carnival xP
nah thnks for coming you gay =)
i'm so nice =D (please detect sarcasm)
more and more ppl came, and we were playing with sabwina's whale LOL
me and carumen chan and bella and weelay started playing the 'poke ur arms through someone else's and start doing actions' game =)
yes i was very high LOL.
jumping while attached to someone is very hard xD as we found out.

assembly was epic =)
sat nxt to jojo and jassy<3
for once the hensh said something ppl ngaaawww-ed to. -shock-
haha nah he's kool i guess?
ms melky is as awesomes as ever =D
log's sarcasm fit in with her character for gen earth presentation perfectly LOL
gen earth bins that say thnx LOL
then src skit was FREAKING AWESOME~!
lilian as the reject -cuesong- 'loonnneeellyyyy, i'm mr lonely~ i have nobo-'
-music stops-
-runs up to a group, the group runs away-
'-dy, for my owwwwnnnnn~ i'm so-'
repeat a few times LOL.
so funny =)
and then judy comes on with her awesome jnr src kiddies and does rap to where is the love [NSG REMIX!!!!] xD
L.O.V.E~!<33
the jnrs are admittedly cute =D
subject changes nxt week monday yayy~
ancient~!! =D

got our train passes (BLUEEEE!!! >w<) and bus passes (...poo green? O_O)

we had pd 1st (well 2nd) period.
that was when my high was wearing off.
-low-
me and catlin talked about our respective situations
-depressed-
talking about it makes me realise how bad it possibly is.
lenloe and carumen-chan sat at the other table today.
we drew diagrams for dimensions of health.
i drew a gothic voodoo doll with button eyes (Y) [coraline inspired i guess?]
relecting my mood i guess ><
apparently it looked like sailor moon D;
-gets rid of bow-

recess, in E block
hit epic low.
i think was combination of a few things.
one of the being my convo with catlin.
then the other being...i dno?
><
but yes was down there at recess.
sorry if i was antisocial guys =(

maths~
quiz~
fk~ =D
but we've finished our first topic so yay =)
we're doing factorising now i think?

lunchtime had acapella~
ms cleggie is epic^^


but i was still low at acapella.
low to the point where...i physically couldn't sing.
now i know how reira felt in nana...
it just takes away your voice.
heartbreak i mean (not that i'm literaly heartbroken but...a similar emotion?)

left quickly after rehearsal but stopped by music noticeboard to see the callback list again.
=)
-sigh-
turned around and noticed another list on the other noticeboard.
and almost stumbled.
-SHOCK-
twas another list.
with 2 or 3 more names on it
+ the guys callback list.
the first name at the top.
'Rebecca Dai Yr 11'

You know that feeling where you're not crying cos ur sad, but ur not crying cos of joy either.
it's like this...trigger of a mixture of regret, surprise, exasperation and...relief.
that's what it felt like.
the dam would've broke if it weren't for everyone else there.

ah and dania got in too =)
so did eddie LOL (my bro jawdropped at that LOL)
but rayray didnt =(
feel kinda sad cos he was working so hard for it.
helped him practice on thurs when i went with bella and carumen-chan to their auds.
so i had free time to do whatever so i was helping him rehears the cafe song.
with its over an octave jump 'and i can hear them now~'
-patpat- nxt year rayray! GANBATTE!

ecoo ecoooo ecooooo
is gna be the end of me ><
i'm so baddd at it T_T
and mr mac hates me LOL (cos i didnt do my hw ><)
he even made me open up to my eco notes and show himt he empty sheet ><
T_T
cant wait to drop it bleurgh

modern with melky~
more jfk
watched the kool vid with the computer-generated graphics.
LOL was shit tired tho ><
my arm which was holding up my head kept slipping ><

walking to leos, met jojo and lauren halfway =)
(jojo was going to touch at artarmon =) )
and walked together =)
jojo's so kyoooot -squeee- >w<
haha we were contemplating how we met...but neither of us remember ><

claudz was going to epping to see jm get bashed up.
O_O
okkkkkk~
-nocomment-

we missed the 41 train so i had to wait till 52 for the train to pymble (Y)

Taylor Swift is 180cm ;O

at home talked to mum about uni courses and subjects ( i do that a lot nowadays ><)
major D&M about future.
then mum had to leave to go with dad to our rehab property LOL
(water leakage)

they were gone for ages and kev came out and told me so.
and i ended up napping on the couch for like...3 hrs?

so we ended up having dinner at 10pm (Y)
mum's new egg and crab roe dish is rly nice :3
i like pineapples.

after dinner talked to mum about kanji LOL
random much.

after opening the link lauren sent me (thnx btw lauren<3) for surrender all by trevor hodge,
i can't close it ><
as in...i just keep playing it on repeat.
and it's like drilling into my head xD
but its such a beautiful song =)
memories of rice '09<3



it is 3am.
i told caurmen-chan i'd be asleep before 2 ><
yet another broken promise.

Labels: emotions, friends, life, school