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Friday, February 5, 2010

i'm exhausted.

not physically.

i got more than 6 hrs sleep last night so yeah not like sleepy...even tho it was broken in 3 and 4hr sections.

like...from thinking.

it makes my head hurt @_@

just thinking about everything.

ok i need another word. LOL
'thinking hurts my head' ==;; gg

uhmmm reflecting?
yeah i guess.

reflecting on everything right now.

it's such a magnitude of feelings.

there are thoughts bouncing around everywhere in my head.
and nowhere to express them.
nobody to tell them to.

help...i'm becoming a cynic.
on the one thing i dont wanna be cynical about.
i dont care if it means i'm delusional.
or if it means i'm naive.
i just don't wanna become cynical.
yes i'm the type who prefers to be lied to if it keeps me happy.
(not really...)
but to put it in another way, i'd rather chase a fantasy
than become duped because of harsh reality.


so please don't open my eyes yet.
let me dream for a bit longer.
i'm not ready to wake up

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