Tuesday, January 26, 2010
-poof-
i am back.
after 4 months
lol
hate me. xD
i guess dedication is a very hard thing to keep up with...
but i'm willing to try =)
the last 4 or 5 months i havnt blogged were hectic. more or less.
they were hectic and...boring at the same time.
lots happened. but not much happened too.
depends how you think of it.
uhmmm wat do i wanna say.
well...there's so much to say. but no way to put it in words.
i've been sounding like a walking cliche
more and more these days ><
even tho i am.
i jsut started to realise it.
fml
recently, i've started to realise who the ppl i truly can trust are.
it's weird.
a few of them surprised me.
a lot actually.
and then...someone's slowly slipping away.
someone i desperately wanna hold onto.
then i realised. i was the one slipping away.
not the other way around.
...i hope you dont find this.
i think...sometimes...secrets are good.
it's nice to keep a few things to yourself.
i don't wanna be vulnerable.
i've been judging people.
i don't like it.
i've become so narrow-minded.
and then for the past few days i keep lapsing into random phases of thinking.
like...just thinking.
i'm becoming...weird xD
i'm not making any sense either.
like lenloe said, it's a new year.
so i wanna move on.
happy 2010<3 =)
kotoshi mo yoroshiku ne~
~<33 beedee
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