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today not much happened.

the only thing spesh was that i went to work with dad
for the first time in a long time.
market (Y)

i was shit tired after notebook last night.

it's very depressing
cos.
we don't get many customers anymore.
altho apparently last week dad and kev had rly good business
10 laptops i think it was.

the day wore on quite dully.
i was very stoned after 2 hrs of sleep.
but
still managed to put on a salesgirl smile ^^;;

i went to the car to get our food/drink.
and i ended up falling asleep on the car seat for like...20 mins.
so fkn tired ><

asked for luke bout stuffs.
dad doesnt have it yet, but maybe later on?

halfway through the day a little azn girl came up to me and pointed at my business stamp
and asked 'is that a stamp?'
and i'm like 'mhmm'
and she asks if she can get it
and i'm like '...LOL you sure? it's just words'
and she goes 'yes :3'
omfg >w< so kyooooooottttt
and so i stamp her on the forearm and she looks at the weird black inky letters,

and smiles =)

then she thanked me and left with her dad.

that made me think.
it's funny how when ur a kid, the simplest things can make you happy.
however, as you get older, the simpler life is, the more unhappy people tend to be.
it's never enough.
never slowing down, never ending, never standing still.
i wish life was simpler.

that's a stupid wish though.

note: get dad to buy blue desk fan and usb adapter on valentines day market for me

lol me and dad (well me actually) had a freakout when policeofficer guy came around to all the secondhand selling dealers.
and he asked for the second-hand licence,
and dad didn't have his
and the guy said da needed the licence on him at all times
and
said shit about how we had to register all our second-hand items with the police by law or some shit
and the software you have to use to register and shit is like $500
and dad's just like O____O
and he took down dad's details and stuff
by the end dad is just like ==;; might as well stop dealing 2nd hand

and yeah then after that all the dealers came up to us and started btching about the police guy LOOOOOOL

after getting home, at night,
we watched the men's final for oz open.
and i'm sad LOL
i took a photo of when the score was 2 sets to 0 sets, with both federer and murray on 6 games, 9 tiebreaker thingies LOL
so the score was 269 and 069 xD
i'm so sad xP

roger federer is sexy =) dan thinks so too~ :3

mum and dad are so slack LOL.
they were dissing murray's tennis
and said with that attitude it wasn't surprising he lost...
or rather, they were saying serves him right to lose :S

*note: need to fix up calendar and diary and bdays

stayed up a while tonight to fix up blog.
i'm still not up to date T_T

Labels: life

Haha gg I woke up at 3
And
I was supposed to hang out the washing.
Ohhh fk
xD
then made mi goreng for lunch (2 packs<33)
and mouth caught on fire (not rly ==)
bakayarou, don’t eat spicy things if u cant take it
but I cant help it
mi goreng<333333333 >w<

mum and dad got bak just as I finished cooking
talked about new desk and shelf with mum
damn I rly need a bookshelf D;
I’ve got freaking piles and piles of shit everywhere cos I don’t have enugh room T_T

It’s a lot of fun talking to you loser ;P
LOL 3 balls tf
*note: ask dad about laptop for luke.
Lol I didn’t know about the i5/i7 core processors and shit LOL
U learn something new everyday (Y)

It’s depressing cos nowadays it seems like so many of convos
seem to revolve around uni and hsc and atar ==
very depressing
T_T

Retarded families ftw (not my real one LOL)
:3
Lol fkyou you loser son xD

is it weird if you bond better with guys?
like not necessarily in that way that u like guys better than girls
but…
I dno.
I noticed on jap trip, where a lot of the ppl I met for first time,
it was easier to become friends with guys than girls.
is that…weird?
it’s a bit a of pimp move in one perspective o_O
although I don’t think I meant it that way ==
anyway
yeah imma shuddup

I started worrying about musical auditions.
I wondered if I should learn some music
or at least find out the plot and characters.
so I read up on it and searched a few songs just to get into my head
in case auditioning with songs from the real thing
would be better ><
waaahhh I wanna get in…but it seems so hard T_T
‘on my own’ is a nice song tho :3 lea Michele sings it in one of them
as in glee girl – Rachel
haha she’s such a good singer ;o
anyway the song’s amazing, I mite try learn it for the audition if bothered.

*note to self: need to go for L’s ==
srsly.
shud just get it over and done with
but…ceebed to read the manual T________T

I was feeling random tonight.
so I watched The Notebook till 6 in the morning.
(no I’ve never watched it before)
the story’s amazing and the movie is so <333
suits me I guess…to watch it
lol
probs thinking ‘how typical of bec’
to like a movie purely on love ><
well…watever xP
I was expecting to cry, but mebbe I wasn’t rly in a position to cry at the time lol.
dvd on laptop on the bed.
5 in the morning.
tired as shit xD

the movie didn’t actually take that long.
but I kept rewinding the…erm…love scenes xD
and
well the spesh features too.
I like hearing the director’s commentary for some weird reason O_O
haha
yeah call me crazy ><

esp since I had to go market in the morning and wake up at 8:30
gg yeah?

Labels: emotions, friends, life

(plz dont mind the lame title xD)

so now for today =)

i woke up early-ish~!

like
on time~!

for me
miracle.
xD

despite worrying about my subjects till 2am.
majorly stressing out about whether to switch 2maths/eco to chem
cos i suck shit at maths.
and eco seems boring.
but
eco is also rly useful =\
like in life~ -dramaticmusic-
and i dno, chem seems fun?
but gargh
so si spent like 2 hrs just running it over and over in my head last night.
and then when i got in bed and turned off the lights,
i cudnt sleep.
like my eyes wud literally not close.
gg
fk my sleeping habits.

i put on the uniform and felt...weird
fat
LOL
how the hell do ppl take up their skirt so much ==

on the train it was weird.
it felt weird suddenly being...snr lOL

got to st leos and saw lauren and claire and wheeza and alice and yeah lol
i went ahead to get on 286 cos i wanted to talk to melky.
LOOOOOOOOOL a crowd of yr 7 nsbs were trying to get on.
gg xD
i wud've explained to them wat buses they COULD take but
ceebed xD
yr 7 nsbs are douches anwyayz
;P
dont kill me

got to school and saw majo-chan and diwee~ :3
haha
also saw bex and jassy~ :3
nobody els was here yet LOL
sleep-inners ;P

went with jassy to see melky
waaaaah i went to jonesy's office but
instead the hensh has moved in ><
wahhhh.
ah wells -sigh-
mr jones forever<3

saw ms meldrum and we hugged~ :3
love ms meldrum >w<
she's like...a high school girl xD
only a lot taller xD
i'm so happy she's back ^w^
but i'm sad she's only back after a year T_T
esp now that i dont do drama T________T
drama students have ms meldrum D;
so unfair waaaaaahhhhh

me and jassy got our reports&SC finally.
lol my marks are so gg
maths is epic fail
69/100 LOL!
dodgy
very shifty mark
xD
i'm so immature ==
i forgot to get my presentation day award
ah wells
monday ==
well the marks arent like devastatingly bad
but ah wells
screw it
i wanna focus on this yr
so i'll leave that behind

went to see melky after like ages
and she said
we cant change subjects for 2 weeks
-cries-
-siiiigghhhh-
ancient~~ ancient~!!! D;
wait it out gg

we went back out and group-tachi were there<3
i hadnt seen so many of us in ages
cath, shirley, jassy, bex, lenloe, lauren
i hadnt seen them since school ended T_T (cept for jassy on afs :3)
was nice seeing everyone again
of course was awesome seeing everyone in general =)

assembly first pd.
we got introed to yr ll (Y)
and introed to newbies.
WAAAHHHH so many @_@ 25 i think.
names names D; ganbarimasu~!

and then we were split into roll call classes (aka english class)

ppl kept going and then at the 2nd last class there was me, weelay, steffu, carumen-chan and jassy left.
my name got called.
nobody else's did
-facedrop-
gg
LOL
i be isolated~ lol.
no one from our group is in my class.
-sigh-
opportunity to get closer to others i guess?
so said byebye~
lucky u guys xP 4 in the same class.
iinaaaaaaaaa~ xP

ms lamble is my roll call teacher and we went to E6.
i sat nxt to beryl and alouse =)
and we got our timetables/classes.
my teachers are...ok?
for eco i wud've liked to get Pazzy tho.
not to say mr mac isnt good, cos i havnt had him before.
melky for modern<3
and mizoshiri for jap cant be helped -sigh- hopefully she's become less anal this yr.
apparently i'm in a class with 7 ppl. lol gg
good learning, but nobody's in it T_T
then, PD i still didnt know cos Co was listed, but Co retired =(
ah wells. cant be helped now.
i'm not rly bothered to go ask to switch lines or anything.
that's a bit ott imo. altho its justified i guess if u have crap teachers.
but meh.

i worked out that if i switched to ancient,
i wud hav madgewick for ancient,
but i wud lose melky for modern =(
teacher 'NBH' who i have no idea is xD
but yeah...i'd lose melky =( -sad-
and for eco i would get Sumsum LOL
i dont know if thats a good thing or not.
but i guess its worth switching to ancient.

yeah i guess u guys dont rly wanna hear about my subject worries ><

oh
and i have one free.
one.
in a fortnight.
gg
LOL
wednesday in the middle of the day, so i get recess, 3rd pd and lunch off.
good for study i guess.
but it would've been nice if it was on thurs arvos.

2nd pd i had my first modern.
i guess this was the class i was looking forward to most.
melky didn't come.
gg xD
cath's in my modern class<3 ^^
i've never been in cath's class before.
she can be my idol for organisation LOL
i organised my diary while we waited to see if melky was coming
then halfway through we had to all go down to the gym again.
the meeting ended up only affecting the ppl with screwed up timetables
like frees everyday LOL
so we went down for nothing (Y)

now i'm thinking i'll be sad if i switch mdodern classes cos of ancient
cos then cath won't be in my class anymore =(
life is annoying ==

at recess yr 7s sat in our spot.
lol
and becoz we have nice peer support leaders and we're responsible snrs
we didn't have the heart to kick them out LOL
-sigh-
-sad-
i went to see my bolie to get my school magazine
but he said come back at lunch.

3rd period me, cath, lenloe and carumen-chan had freeeee~
so we just sat in our recess spot.
the yr 7's were having a year meeting i think.
and then cath and lenloe chased after ms achelly~
lol me and carumen-chan just stoned and spam-ate salsa and cornchips xD
while cath and lenloe worked hard to be ready for surprise peer support session in 5th period.
i felt dead so i slept in carumen-chan's leg/lap.
i think i cut off her circulation LOL
soz carumen-chan D;
they started doing the crossword,
and we laughed at andy murray's rectangular mouth
like domo-kun~
andy murray has a domo-mouth~
xD
lenloe started playing with my phone
and that somehow led to lenloe and carumen-chan
txting
someone
with my phone
lol.
'i also ate your swimming costume.
i dont think it gets more random than that LOL
freaking LOL at carumen-chan's attempt at sounding like me
xDDDDDD
'you are my doosh...!'
'our anniversary is on 12.08!'
'i probably slept at 4am. =\'
plz tell me i dont rly sound like that?!?! xP

i have a dilemma.
at lunchtime i considered handing out the souvenirs.
but it hit me.
that if i handed them out there wud be nothing for the newbies ==
shit
gg bec

waaaahhh i gotta find a time where i can hand them out without being...i dno...
exclusive?
D;

in period 4 i had my first adv eng lesson~
we have new teacher agent Mr Michael Harrs~
he's kool lol
he's got a bit of that "i'm an adult trying to bring myself down to the level of kids to relate to you better" sorta aura.
and sometimes that can be a bit ==;;
but
you gotta give them the credit for trying =)
and at the very least he keeps the class interested^^
we did the 'proust questionare' where we went into D&M LOL
very very deep.
xD
what is the thing you most deplore about yourself?
Nina: I deplore getting a period
LMFAO xD
oh and mr harrs has awesome eyes :3
one's blue and one's brown!! *O*
like my cousin's cat in china~!!
its majik~!!

in period 5, we had a fail class LOL
not rly
the teacher's rly nice.
we finally found out our new pd teacher~
Miss Polly (lol yes her real name)
and she's an ex-student.
prac teacher fresh out of uni =)
Got lots of handouts
there were 6 of us (me, alouse, catlin, Jem, Sarah K and Mish Liu)
was very awkward...cos Miss Polly's like
very eager to like...make the class more interesting.
and we're anti-social kids (Y)
xDD
gg
i feel a bit sorry for her D;
ah wells.
shud get better with a bigger class =)
oh yeah, no one was in class cos of peer support session (Y)
-depresses-

i walked to st leos (HOTTTT~!! D;)
since i had time,
but still ended up getting there early LOL
at the 3/4 way, cath and lauren met up with me~
and then
yerr...
we got on the platform and i migrated to the back
and met
up
^^;;
yerr

uhm got off at chats and he doesn't know the way to matrix ;P
(went the rong wat loser xD)
then bummed i n the rose gardens on the bench.
and we btched about my report and sc LOL
yes shuddup i fail
cos
i jsut do xP

then left at 4:25.
and doosh went to coaching.
and i went home (Y)

i told my mum i was late cos i was talking to teachers about subjects.
yeh you had a point,
how the fk did she believe that ==;;

walking home was hot.
veryveryveryvery hott D=
was all sweaty and gross when i got home ><;;
so i changed out, and wiped off with wet towel straight away
which is rare i guess
for me
cos i normally dont bother changing when i get home LOL

ok i rambled enugh.

more 2moz~

edit: finished watching samurai high school till 5am.
too tired as shit so went to bed without showering.
yes i'm gross
deal with it LOL
><

i'm worred about vincent =\
(well now i'm not cos the problem's solved now but this shud've gone in a post a few days ago LOL)
his problems with leanne are worrying =\
he keeps coming to me for help but...i give shitty advice LOL
and also i dont have as much exp as he thinks i do ><
meh.
that is all for now~

Labels: friends, life, school, stress

helloe my lovelies (ew?) xD

tooodayyyyy
was the first school day for yr 11
first day of school
first day of seniorism

LOL

let's talk about yesterday first shall we?
=)

Thursday 28th January, 2010

well yeah...i slept in lol.

met up with weelay at ns and we went to berry square.
the american lollyshop~!! >w<
bahahaha we bought too many stuffs.
sour FTW~! ^w^
haha and we bought chupa chups because we felt like it (Y)
we never ate them LOL

at officeworks we went high (well weelay went high LOL)
over rainbow pens.
too freaking expensive tho LOL

folders folders~ haha we thought it was actually rainbows.
i got a lime folder.
again.
gg.
xD

cos i didnt want pink again.
too flashy LOL
but weelay got orange LOL
or should i say MANGO >D

i bought so much shit LOL

arrival of bellaaarrr~ =)
we kept looking for a bit
heehee pens<33 well...colourful pen<33 xD

found out OMFG thing from bella.
LOL i'm so behind ><
kyaaaaaaa >w<
so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet~...?
demo...zannen dakara...=(
dakara issho ni nare dame ka? =(
shiawase ni shiyou~!

spent like...40-ish bucks.
GG LOL

weather was rly nice today =)
it was rly nice walking around.

heaved our asses to milsons pt
at north sydney pool~

the water was soooo nice >w<
like
i havnt swum in YONKS~!
BUT
omfg it was nice xD
haha we jumped in the recreation lane
and
...
practiced survival strokes LOL
and
er
'talked' -ahembtched- xD
LOL

we stayed in the pool till we were all shrivelled LOL
and after bella had finished perving on weelay
and feeling up her boobs xD

awkward for u out there? yeah? yeah?
yeah.
xD

we showered off in the cold water LOL.
then uhmm
haha we walked to milsons pt station.
the wind's nice :3

we got to central and walked to market.
lol yes we dtched the guys.
bella: they're guys! they should come to us!
well said GG xDDDD

weelay looked in engraving place, while me and bella checked out de lourve.
omfg~ cute clothes!!!! >w<
cute...EXPENSIVE clothes T________T
we tried on twin dresses :3
haha 140 GG
well 70 half price
but still LOL
GG

on 2nd level weelay got enraving =)
for her tag thingy =)

while bella and weelay, matty and doosh arrived
...from diff sides LOL
then they argue on how they got up here LOL

then we accompany matty to the atm he could not see across the level LOL
and yes epic fail xD

LAWL i love watching those 2. its funny.
its very funny =L
its too funny~ xDD
-runsaway-
MOEEEEEEEEEEEE~ DAAAAAAAA~!!!!
hontou ni KAWAISUGIRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!! >w<
NANDE TSUKIATTENAI YOOOOOOOOOOO~?!?!?!
mou wakannai T_T

weelay leaves as i get my tempura ramen~ bb
bella and her chinese noodles stuffs xD

then we have a canto vs. mando battle >D
me and matty's canto ftw LOL

we then get easyway~ all of us
then duck into galaxy world.
air hockey haha
doosh is gay.
that is all xP

ending ranking:
1. doosh
2. bella
3. me
4. epic fail matty xD

yes i am epic at air hockey shush i know. T_T;;

we then went down. doosh went to morning glory and was interested in star paper.
shifty xD

we then left.
it was raining outside GG

HMPH! water cant scare girls like us >D
which is why those 2 losers ended up sharing an umbrella LOOOOOOOL
-hi5Bella-

walking through belmore park brought memories.
-sigh-
i wonder if we'll ever go back to those times...

we then sed byebye to matty and bella -fufufufufu- >D

took newcastle train with doosh.
it was hot lol.
and leave my 3 cut fingernails alone xP
got off at epping and yeahhhh...
-huggu-

went home and got busted
jks
xD

getting ready for school was a pain.
mum was like...you have to be in bed by 11 or i'll turn off the lights.
lol
azn squatting on cam, rubbing out lead marks.
SHUSH xP

eventually got everything done around 12:30.
lol my lights got turned off in the shower gg.
my nails are all like jagged now cos i was trying to get keyrings to open like 5cm xDD

went to bed around 1:30. but just couldn't sleep.
was lying in bed for ages just staring at ceiling.

somewhere along counting dancing bunnies in cornfields i drifted off to dreamland =)

Labels: friends, life

oh yeah





btw thanks luke =)

Labels: friends

i am back.
after 4 months
lol
hate me. xD

i guess dedication is a very hard thing to keep up with...
but i'm willing to try =)

the last 4 or 5 months i havnt blogged were hectic. more or less.
they were hectic and...boring at the same time.

lots happened. but not much happened too.
depends how you think of it.

uhmmm wat do i wanna say.
well...there's so much to say. but no way to put it in words.

i've been sounding like a walking cliche
more and more these days ><
even tho i am.
i jsut started to realise it.
fml

recently, i've started to realise who the ppl i truly can trust are.
it's weird.
a few of them surprised me.
a lot actually.
and then...someone's slowly slipping away.
someone i desperately wanna hold onto.
then i realised. i was the one slipping away.
not the other way around.

...i hope you dont find this.
i think...sometimes...secrets are good.
it's nice to keep a few things to yourself.
i don't wanna be vulnerable.

i've been judging people.
i don't like it.
i've become so narrow-minded.

and then for the past few days i keep lapsing into random phases of thinking.
like...just thinking.
i'm becoming...weird xD
i'm not making any sense either.

like lenloe said, it's a new year.

so i wanna move on.

happy 2010<3 =)

kotoshi mo yoroshiku ne~

~<33 beedee

Labels: emotions, life

today not much happened.

the only thing spesh was that i went to work with dad
for the first time in a long time.
market (Y)

i was shit tired after notebook last night.

it's very depressing
cos.
we don't get many customers anymore.
altho apparently last week dad and kev had rly good business
10 laptops i think it was.

the day wore on quite dully.
i was very stoned after 2 hrs of sleep.
but
still managed to put on a salesgirl smile ^^;;

i went to the car to get our food/drink.
and i ended up falling asleep on the car seat for like...20 mins.
so fkn tired ><

asked for luke bout stuffs.
dad doesnt have it yet, but maybe later on?

halfway through the day a little azn girl came up to me and pointed at my business stamp
and asked 'is that a stamp?'
and i'm like 'mhmm'
and she asks if she can get it
and i'm like '...LOL you sure? it's just words'
and she goes 'yes :3'
omfg >w< so kyooooooottttt
and so i stamp her on the forearm and she looks at the weird black inky letters,

and smiles =)

then she thanked me and left with her dad.

that made me think.
it's funny how when ur a kid, the simplest things can make you happy.
however, as you get older, the simpler life is, the more unhappy people tend to be.
it's never enough.
never slowing down, never ending, never standing still.
i wish life was simpler.

that's a stupid wish though.

note: get dad to buy blue desk fan and usb adapter on valentines day market for me

lol me and dad (well me actually) had a freakout when policeofficer guy came around to all the secondhand selling dealers.
and he asked for the second-hand licence,
and dad didn't have his
and the guy said da needed the licence on him at all times
and
said shit about how we had to register all our second-hand items with the police by law or some shit
and the software you have to use to register and shit is like $500
and dad's just like O____O
and he took down dad's details and stuff
by the end dad is just like ==;; might as well stop dealing 2nd hand

and yeah then after that all the dealers came up to us and started btching about the police guy LOOOOOOL

after getting home, at night,
we watched the men's final for oz open.
and i'm sad LOL
i took a photo of when the score was 2 sets to 0 sets, with both federer and murray on 6 games, 9 tiebreaker thingies LOL
so the score was 269 and 069 xD
i'm so sad xP

roger federer is sexy =) dan thinks so too~ :3

mum and dad are so slack LOL.
they were dissing murray's tennis
and said with that attitude it wasn't surprising he lost...
or rather, they were saying serves him right to lose :S

*note: need to fix up calendar and diary and bdays

stayed up a while tonight to fix up blog.
i'm still not up to date T_T

Labels: life

Haha gg I woke up at 3
And
I was supposed to hang out the washing.
Ohhh fk
xD
then made mi goreng for lunch (2 packs<33)
and mouth caught on fire (not rly ==)
bakayarou, don’t eat spicy things if u cant take it
but I cant help it
mi goreng<333333333 >w<

mum and dad got bak just as I finished cooking
talked about new desk and shelf with mum
damn I rly need a bookshelf D;
I’ve got freaking piles and piles of shit everywhere cos I don’t have enugh room T_T

It’s a lot of fun talking to you loser ;P
LOL 3 balls tf
*note: ask dad about laptop for luke.
Lol I didn’t know about the i5/i7 core processors and shit LOL
U learn something new everyday (Y)

It’s depressing cos nowadays it seems like so many of convos
seem to revolve around uni and hsc and atar ==
very depressing
T_T

Retarded families ftw (not my real one LOL)
:3
Lol fkyou you loser son xD

is it weird if you bond better with guys?
like not necessarily in that way that u like guys better than girls
but…
I dno.
I noticed on jap trip, where a lot of the ppl I met for first time,
it was easier to become friends with guys than girls.
is that…weird?
it’s a bit a of pimp move in one perspective o_O
although I don’t think I meant it that way ==
anyway
yeah imma shuddup

I started worrying about musical auditions.
I wondered if I should learn some music
or at least find out the plot and characters.
so I read up on it and searched a few songs just to get into my head
in case auditioning with songs from the real thing
would be better ><
waaahhh I wanna get in…but it seems so hard T_T
‘on my own’ is a nice song tho :3 lea Michele sings it in one of them
as in glee girl – Rachel
haha she’s such a good singer ;o
anyway the song’s amazing, I mite try learn it for the audition if bothered.

*note to self: need to go for L’s ==
srsly.
shud just get it over and done with
but…ceebed to read the manual T________T

I was feeling random tonight.
so I watched The Notebook till 6 in the morning.
(no I’ve never watched it before)
the story’s amazing and the movie is so <333
suits me I guess…to watch it
lol
probs thinking ‘how typical of bec’
to like a movie purely on love ><
well…watever xP
I was expecting to cry, but mebbe I wasn’t rly in a position to cry at the time lol.
dvd on laptop on the bed.
5 in the morning.
tired as shit xD

the movie didn’t actually take that long.
but I kept rewinding the…erm…love scenes xD
and
well the spesh features too.
I like hearing the director’s commentary for some weird reason O_O
haha
yeah call me crazy ><

esp since I had to go market in the morning and wake up at 8:30
gg yeah?

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(plz dont mind the lame title xD)

so now for today =)

i woke up early-ish~!

like
on time~!

for me
miracle.
xD

despite worrying about my subjects till 2am.
majorly stressing out about whether to switch 2maths/eco to chem
cos i suck shit at maths.
and eco seems boring.
but
eco is also rly useful =\
like in life~ -dramaticmusic-
and i dno, chem seems fun?
but gargh
so si spent like 2 hrs just running it over and over in my head last night.
and then when i got in bed and turned off the lights,
i cudnt sleep.
like my eyes wud literally not close.
gg
fk my sleeping habits.

i put on the uniform and felt...weird
fat
LOL
how the hell do ppl take up their skirt so much ==

on the train it was weird.
it felt weird suddenly being...snr lOL

got to st leos and saw lauren and claire and wheeza and alice and yeah lol
i went ahead to get on 286 cos i wanted to talk to melky.
LOOOOOOOOOL a crowd of yr 7 nsbs were trying to get on.
gg xD
i wud've explained to them wat buses they COULD take but
ceebed xD
yr 7 nsbs are douches anwyayz
;P
dont kill me

got to school and saw majo-chan and diwee~ :3
haha
also saw bex and jassy~ :3
nobody els was here yet LOL
sleep-inners ;P

went with jassy to see melky
waaaaah i went to jonesy's office but
instead the hensh has moved in ><
wahhhh.
ah wells -sigh-
mr jones forever<3

saw ms meldrum and we hugged~ :3
love ms meldrum >w<
she's like...a high school girl xD
only a lot taller xD
i'm so happy she's back ^w^
but i'm sad she's only back after a year T_T
esp now that i dont do drama T________T
drama students have ms meldrum D;
so unfair waaaaaahhhhh

me and jassy got our reports&SC finally.
lol my marks are so gg
maths is epic fail
69/100 LOL!
dodgy
very shifty mark
xD
i'm so immature ==
i forgot to get my presentation day award
ah wells
monday ==
well the marks arent like devastatingly bad
but ah wells
screw it
i wanna focus on this yr
so i'll leave that behind

went to see melky after like ages
and she said
we cant change subjects for 2 weeks
-cries-
-siiiigghhhh-
ancient~~ ancient~!!! D;
wait it out gg

we went back out and group-tachi were there<3
i hadnt seen so many of us in ages
cath, shirley, jassy, bex, lenloe, lauren
i hadnt seen them since school ended T_T (cept for jassy on afs :3)
was nice seeing everyone again
of course was awesome seeing everyone in general =)

assembly first pd.
we got introed to yr ll (Y)
and introed to newbies.
WAAAHHHH so many @_@ 25 i think.
names names D; ganbarimasu~!

and then we were split into roll call classes (aka english class)

ppl kept going and then at the 2nd last class there was me, weelay, steffu, carumen-chan and jassy left.
my name got called.
nobody else's did
-facedrop-
gg
LOL
i be isolated~ lol.
no one from our group is in my class.
-sigh-
opportunity to get closer to others i guess?
so said byebye~
lucky u guys xP 4 in the same class.
iinaaaaaaaaa~ xP

ms lamble is my roll call teacher and we went to E6.
i sat nxt to beryl and alouse =)
and we got our timetables/classes.
my teachers are...ok?
for eco i wud've liked to get Pazzy tho.
not to say mr mac isnt good, cos i havnt had him before.
melky for modern<3
and mizoshiri for jap cant be helped -sigh- hopefully she's become less anal this yr.
apparently i'm in a class with 7 ppl. lol gg
good learning, but nobody's in it T_T
then, PD i still didnt know cos Co was listed, but Co retired =(
ah wells. cant be helped now.
i'm not rly bothered to go ask to switch lines or anything.
that's a bit ott imo. altho its justified i guess if u have crap teachers.
but meh.

i worked out that if i switched to ancient,
i wud hav madgewick for ancient,
but i wud lose melky for modern =(
teacher 'NBH' who i have no idea is xD
but yeah...i'd lose melky =( -sad-
and for eco i would get Sumsum LOL
i dont know if thats a good thing or not.
but i guess its worth switching to ancient.

yeah i guess u guys dont rly wanna hear about my subject worries ><

oh
and i have one free.
one.
in a fortnight.
gg
LOL
wednesday in the middle of the day, so i get recess, 3rd pd and lunch off.
good for study i guess.
but it would've been nice if it was on thurs arvos.

2nd pd i had my first modern.
i guess this was the class i was looking forward to most.
melky didn't come.
gg xD
cath's in my modern class<3 ^^
i've never been in cath's class before.
she can be my idol for organisation LOL
i organised my diary while we waited to see if melky was coming
then halfway through we had to all go down to the gym again.
the meeting ended up only affecting the ppl with screwed up timetables
like frees everyday LOL
so we went down for nothing (Y)

now i'm thinking i'll be sad if i switch mdodern classes cos of ancient
cos then cath won't be in my class anymore =(
life is annoying ==

at recess yr 7s sat in our spot.
lol
and becoz we have nice peer support leaders and we're responsible snrs
we didn't have the heart to kick them out LOL
-sigh-
-sad-
i went to see my bolie to get my school magazine
but he said come back at lunch.

3rd period me, cath, lenloe and carumen-chan had freeeee~
so we just sat in our recess spot.
the yr 7's were having a year meeting i think.
and then cath and lenloe chased after ms achelly~
lol me and carumen-chan just stoned and spam-ate salsa and cornchips xD
while cath and lenloe worked hard to be ready for surprise peer support session in 5th period.
i felt dead so i slept in carumen-chan's leg/lap.
i think i cut off her circulation LOL
soz carumen-chan D;
they started doing the crossword,
and we laughed at andy murray's rectangular mouth
like domo-kun~
andy murray has a domo-mouth~
xD
lenloe started playing with my phone
and that somehow led to lenloe and carumen-chan
txting
someone
with my phone
lol.
'i also ate your swimming costume.
i dont think it gets more random than that LOL
freaking LOL at carumen-chan's attempt at sounding like me
xDDDDDD
'you are my doosh...!'
'our anniversary is on 12.08!'
'i probably slept at 4am. =\'
plz tell me i dont rly sound like that?!?! xP

i have a dilemma.
at lunchtime i considered handing out the souvenirs.
but it hit me.
that if i handed them out there wud be nothing for the newbies ==
shit
gg bec

waaaahhh i gotta find a time where i can hand them out without being...i dno...
exclusive?
D;

in period 4 i had my first adv eng lesson~
we have new teacher agent Mr Michael Harrs~
he's kool lol
he's got a bit of that "i'm an adult trying to bring myself down to the level of kids to relate to you better" sorta aura.
and sometimes that can be a bit ==;;
but
you gotta give them the credit for trying =)
and at the very least he keeps the class interested^^
we did the 'proust questionare' where we went into D&M LOL
very very deep.
xD
what is the thing you most deplore about yourself?
Nina: I deplore getting a period
LMFAO xD
oh and mr harrs has awesome eyes :3
one's blue and one's brown!! *O*
like my cousin's cat in china~!!
its majik~!!

in period 5, we had a fail class LOL
not rly
the teacher's rly nice.
we finally found out our new pd teacher~
Miss Polly (lol yes her real name)
and she's an ex-student.
prac teacher fresh out of uni =)
Got lots of handouts
there were 6 of us (me, alouse, catlin, Jem, Sarah K and Mish Liu)
was very awkward...cos Miss Polly's like
very eager to like...make the class more interesting.
and we're anti-social kids (Y)
xDD
gg
i feel a bit sorry for her D;
ah wells.
shud get better with a bigger class =)
oh yeah, no one was in class cos of peer support session (Y)
-depresses-

i walked to st leos (HOTTTT~!! D;)
since i had time,
but still ended up getting there early LOL
at the 3/4 way, cath and lauren met up with me~
and then
yerr...
we got on the platform and i migrated to the back
and met
up
^^;;
yerr

uhm got off at chats and he doesn't know the way to matrix ;P
(went the rong wat loser xD)
then bummed i n the rose gardens on the bench.
and we btched about my report and sc LOL
yes shuddup i fail
cos
i jsut do xP

then left at 4:25.
and doosh went to coaching.
and i went home (Y)

i told my mum i was late cos i was talking to teachers about subjects.
yeh you had a point,
how the fk did she believe that ==;;

walking home was hot.
veryveryveryvery hott D=
was all sweaty and gross when i got home ><;;
so i changed out, and wiped off with wet towel straight away
which is rare i guess
for me
cos i normally dont bother changing when i get home LOL

ok i rambled enugh.

more 2moz~

edit: finished watching samurai high school till 5am.
too tired as shit so went to bed without showering.
yes i'm gross
deal with it LOL
><

i'm worred about vincent =\
(well now i'm not cos the problem's solved now but this shud've gone in a post a few days ago LOL)
his problems with leanne are worrying =\
he keeps coming to me for help but...i give shitty advice LOL
and also i dont have as much exp as he thinks i do ><
meh.
that is all for now~

Labels: friends, life, school, stress

helloe my lovelies (ew?) xD

tooodayyyyy
was the first school day for yr 11
first day of school
first day of seniorism

LOL

let's talk about yesterday first shall we?
=)

Thursday 28th January, 2010

well yeah...i slept in lol.

met up with weelay at ns and we went to berry square.
the american lollyshop~!! >w<
bahahaha we bought too many stuffs.
sour FTW~! ^w^
haha and we bought chupa chups because we felt like it (Y)
we never ate them LOL

at officeworks we went high (well weelay went high LOL)
over rainbow pens.
too freaking expensive tho LOL

folders folders~ haha we thought it was actually rainbows.
i got a lime folder.
again.
gg.
xD

cos i didnt want pink again.
too flashy LOL
but weelay got orange LOL
or should i say MANGO >D

i bought so much shit LOL

arrival of bellaaarrr~ =)
we kept looking for a bit
heehee pens<33 well...colourful pen<33 xD

found out OMFG thing from bella.
LOL i'm so behind ><
kyaaaaaaa >w<
so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet~...?
demo...zannen dakara...=(
dakara issho ni nare dame ka? =(
shiawase ni shiyou~!

spent like...40-ish bucks.
GG LOL

weather was rly nice today =)
it was rly nice walking around.

heaved our asses to milsons pt
at north sydney pool~

the water was soooo nice >w<
like
i havnt swum in YONKS~!
BUT
omfg it was nice xD
haha we jumped in the recreation lane
and
...
practiced survival strokes LOL
and
er
'talked' -ahembtched- xD
LOL

we stayed in the pool till we were all shrivelled LOL
and after bella had finished perving on weelay
and feeling up her boobs xD

awkward for u out there? yeah? yeah?
yeah.
xD

we showered off in the cold water LOL.
then uhmm
haha we walked to milsons pt station.
the wind's nice :3

we got to central and walked to market.
lol yes we dtched the guys.
bella: they're guys! they should come to us!
well said GG xDDDD

weelay looked in engraving place, while me and bella checked out de lourve.
omfg~ cute clothes!!!! >w<
cute...EXPENSIVE clothes T________T
we tried on twin dresses :3
haha 140 GG
well 70 half price
but still LOL
GG

on 2nd level weelay got enraving =)
for her tag thingy =)

while bella and weelay, matty and doosh arrived
...from diff sides LOL
then they argue on how they got up here LOL

then we accompany matty to the atm he could not see across the level LOL
and yes epic fail xD

LAWL i love watching those 2. its funny.
its very funny =L
its too funny~ xDD
-runsaway-
MOEEEEEEEEEEEE~ DAAAAAAAA~!!!!
hontou ni KAWAISUGIRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!! >w<
NANDE TSUKIATTENAI YOOOOOOOOOOO~?!?!?!
mou wakannai T_T

weelay leaves as i get my tempura ramen~ bb
bella and her chinese noodles stuffs xD

then we have a canto vs. mando battle >D
me and matty's canto ftw LOL

we then get easyway~ all of us
then duck into galaxy world.
air hockey haha
doosh is gay.
that is all xP

ending ranking:
1. doosh
2. bella
3. me
4. epic fail matty xD

yes i am epic at air hockey shush i know. T_T;;

we then went down. doosh went to morning glory and was interested in star paper.
shifty xD

we then left.
it was raining outside GG

HMPH! water cant scare girls like us >D
which is why those 2 losers ended up sharing an umbrella LOOOOOOOL
-hi5Bella-

walking through belmore park brought memories.
-sigh-
i wonder if we'll ever go back to those times...

we then sed byebye to matty and bella -fufufufufu- >D

took newcastle train with doosh.
it was hot lol.
and leave my 3 cut fingernails alone xP
got off at epping and yeahhhh...
-huggu-

went home and got busted
jks
xD

getting ready for school was a pain.
mum was like...you have to be in bed by 11 or i'll turn off the lights.
lol
azn squatting on cam, rubbing out lead marks.
SHUSH xP

eventually got everything done around 12:30.
lol my lights got turned off in the shower gg.
my nails are all like jagged now cos i was trying to get keyrings to open like 5cm xDD

went to bed around 1:30. but just couldn't sleep.
was lying in bed for ages just staring at ceiling.

somewhere along counting dancing bunnies in cornfields i drifted off to dreamland =)

Labels: friends, life

oh yeah





btw thanks luke =)

Labels: friends

i am back.
after 4 months
lol
hate me. xD

i guess dedication is a very hard thing to keep up with...
but i'm willing to try =)

the last 4 or 5 months i havnt blogged were hectic. more or less.
they were hectic and...boring at the same time.

lots happened. but not much happened too.
depends how you think of it.

uhmmm wat do i wanna say.
well...there's so much to say. but no way to put it in words.

i've been sounding like a walking cliche
more and more these days ><
even tho i am.
i jsut started to realise it.
fml

recently, i've started to realise who the ppl i truly can trust are.
it's weird.
a few of them surprised me.
a lot actually.
and then...someone's slowly slipping away.
someone i desperately wanna hold onto.
then i realised. i was the one slipping away.
not the other way around.

...i hope you dont find this.
i think...sometimes...secrets are good.
it's nice to keep a few things to yourself.
i don't wanna be vulnerable.

i've been judging people.
i don't like it.
i've become so narrow-minded.

and then for the past few days i keep lapsing into random phases of thinking.
like...just thinking.
i'm becoming...weird xD
i'm not making any sense either.

like lenloe said, it's a new year.

so i wanna move on.

happy 2010<3 =)

kotoshi mo yoroshiku ne~

~<33 beedee

Labels: emotions, life