Tuesday, September 1, 2009
staring blankly ahead, just making my way...
afternote for last night: thankyou raisu for being there for me =) you were a great source of...silent...support xDDD but srsly =) sorry for getting you wet...but you're soft against my face so i couldn't help it ><
woke up surprisingly easily today. yesh i realise its cos i just...flopped last night. had combined choir so had to get up at 6:45. no rage. so this is wat a quiet morning feels like. i'd quite forgotten...what it feels like. -sigh- but hadn't packed last night so had to quite stonedly get stuff. phoned celia, wasn't sure how long open day would go for. ah...till end of recess. -sigh- no bludging.
got the 7:22 yay. not late~ got on 200 so i could walk from nsg to nsb... then 144 nsb bus came right as i got on. shet. damn you >[
got up to nsb. was err...4th one to get there? yes being early is...amazing xDD
performing 'this little babe' today and 'this little babe' and 'sing and rejoice' on friday. fk i dont wanna miss legacy to rehearse carmina burana (i think thats spelt wrong) >[. will talk to mr donalod to see if i can go and leave early. screw him if i cant...i will >[
haha frank and short clarinet guy on the poster =). frekaing nsb so...pro-looking. them and their airbrushedposters xDDD gave paul his bball back. uhmmm why? O_O rly idm but...why? ehhhh? -confused-
practiced in hall. haha i fail without the sheet music. shet i dont know the words to this little babe xDDD just lalalala the tune then...lipsynch the words xDD haha fun being between vianna and sarah =)
walked back up to nsg for non-scripture. haha formal bakesale -shift- so not suss xDDD bought an oreo/hundreds and thousands cupcake from steph and sandra. they didn't have a dollar change for $2 >[ so i bought 2. meh wateva == not bothered to be...bothered.
scram people scramming. thanks weelay for listening. other 1 of 2 =) <3
didn't do much to help sorry guys. was...kinda out of it. even if you didn't notice =\ -sigh- bella sick =( get beta soon~
assembly. guest speakers. had to leave at the beginning of gen earth one. lol celia's phone is fast ;P walked back down to nsb. haha dodge back room in music room. BAHAHAHA i advertised our school to the open day ppl >] yes...come to NSG!! we have tartan >]
then went to quad next to hall and sat there for ages. me and vianna on a high: -points- "DUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-" -breahtes- "-UUUUUUUUUUUUUU" xDDD nathan barred me >[ lol ike = noob. funny seeing ppl i know. then went on a low. played with my chain of men again. haha made them do ease on down the road. -sigh-
hope the audience didn't notice me mouth get a little less wider when i forgot the words xDDDD anywayz. sounded alright from where i was =)
ms moulton hates me i think. =\ i cant help wanting to go to legacy~ D; damn donald >[ and damn unintended alliteration xDDD
back up to school. recess. saw nobody in atom =( wandered around. heard about...the list. not dont care...but...-sigh-
commerce. yay vid. -sigh- weight of it all made me fall asleep for the last-ish part. sent gl txt =) hope it made it in time. yur periods aren't in synch with mine damnit >< ahahahaha LOL! ...that was lame ><
lunchtime~. nobody was there. yay D&M with cath and shirley (earlier) and weelay. nxt tuesday (Y)
drama was interesting xDDD spacejump~ lol "ok! -starts moving- wait...18 mths..." "yes he can walk" xDDDD hmmm the thing's turnig out interesting. although xDDD yes i dont get how it 'empowers' people either ;P
geo. very stoned. fully out of it. the senior toilets were very smelly ><. took home the book to finish notes. i need to start doing work. even if it's one step at a time. -sigh- ah also took home the formal menu choices and tallies. *note: must bring back tomorrow~!!!
haha cath glomped m on the way out. walked together to st leos. talked more about D&M. -sigh- i'm worried. and pissed. and worried. FAR OUT! why can't you just see that it...isn't RIGHT?!?!
took train. claudz joined me after chats...its...belurgh talking to her about that.
walking home. stoned.
finally found house keys!! (in the laundry xDD)
-sigh-...so much foooooooodd~ then i think about sarah dieting >[ dmanit damnit!! paranoid formal dress won't fit now D;
paranoia...-sigh-
~<33 beedee
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