Friday, August 21, 2009
hangover~
*note: i didn't actually type this on friday...i'm just editing the date so that it seems like it xDD
no sleep =) well...an hour at 6 xDD
freaking srp. so fking glad i dont hav to do it...ever...again >]
stop feeling bad. you fell asleep...and what? you were tired...of course you'd fall asleep >< you have to stop blaming yourself for things >[
experiment finally finished in the morning. was shetting myslf taking fotos and uploading onto the document. my hands smelt like vinegar afterwards. and i...smelled...weird O_O ><
no, i dont think so either =) definitely not enough<3
barely made it to school...well i didnt >< tagged along with other bus ppl to get a late bus thingo. -shush!- >< carumen-chan and tracey's late bus came as well lol. waited with carumen-chan to go to maths.
walked in maths with late busnote and hands to her, and miss v goes "so who thinks rebecca has done her hw?" -silence- -no movement- thinks "oh SHIT!" not looking anyone in the eye i edge towards my seat with all eyes on me. quite funny actually...but fking scary. "so who definitely thinks she hasn't done her hw?" -silence- -no movement- thinks..."oh fking PHEW!" haha nah thot the class wud sell me out. apparently she had been givingthe class a guilt trip cos more than half hadnt done hw. well sheeeet. oh wells. fk srp.
english in c block. oh god now i ws starting to feel the effects. fk...felt like a zombiiie! D; head ringing, tummy was killing, could barely focus on anything, Brain just too dead. me and weelay on the floor beind the desk all like UUUURRGGHHHH T_T and miss seeto from teh front of the class goes "WHY are you on the FLOOR?!?! O_o". my response: (V) -peace- xDDD thot food might help so ended up eating all of recess...don't think it did. lol had strawberries in a box and diana said i was SO korean! xDD tf. then linda started an argument about strawberry clouds. everyone was doing cutting and pasting stuffs, whether it be for log book or poetic techniqes xDD. me? i'm dead on the table (Y)
walking down stairs to recess almost felt like tripping over. argh...crap man. LOL i keep leaning in to 'hear' people who i can't lipread...like tf?! they cant TALK you idiot...that's why they're LIPSYNCHING! xDDD my bad >< freaking yr 8's in our atom!!! >[ LOL go steffu~!!! sat rigth up against one of their backs AHAHA xDD
drama 3rd period. found out (and thanku for telling me -hug-) that stuffs been passed around...and distorted. ok let me get one thing straight:
1) i wasnt fking procrastinating and you know that.
2) why do you have to go passing around stuff when its none of you business
i'm not gna make any assumptions to who it was, altho i have a pretty good idea. you know who you are. gg. fk this i'm just tired of little birdies. go birdie about stuff thats true, i wont argue. i dont CARE tbh. but dont distort stuff and go telling ppl like you know it's true. like it's fact.
and i am SICK of ppl blowing up things that i do that dont suit their liking. Blowing up the situation for the whole world to see. literally. like far out...i know i did wrong. you got a problem? deal with it your own way. but if i dont spread it around i think that just MIGHT mean i dont want anyone to know. if i'm sorry for something, please giv me that TINY bit of respect by not wasting all my efforts of repenting. i'm sorry i do...screwed up things. i'm sorry i screw up things. but i'm not perfect. far from it.
sorry. rage ><
anywayz. drama. haha. talked about technology stuffs. Private schools looking down on us and we look down us, and we're too smart for them or whatever, perception of social hierarchy influences behaviour and attitude....ARGHHHHH~ TOO DEEEEEEEEEPPPPP! damn Boal's theatre and freaking being empowered. why can't we just be buskers for street theatre?! D; we'll busk in teh school >]
woah shet...Miss Mac's fb was hacked by another student...to talk to another teacher! holy... and omg...renting internet cubicle to LIVE IN?!?! thats crazy! D;
lunch = more deadness. actually more might've happened. but my brain's been a bit dead since then so if something happened i dont remember ><
oh WAIT! OMG I REMEMBR! HOW COULD I NOT?!?! -hitshead- baka~
social comittee =) yay formal~ =) talked about awars =L omg so fun >] hahaha cant wait to see who ends up getting them. and lol entertainment for the night. -shhhhh- secret for now ;] i wanna see the room theming now. sounds awesome^^
history 4th period. more -headdesk- -diessssss-. i dont remember half the lesson (Y) or maybe...most of it >< wat did we do? xDDD my piece of paper from the lesson has..."changing rights and freedoms: women" that's it (Y) gg xDD
last period science. handed in SRP report -cuedramaticmusic- log book...hehe...well its only 3 marks >< 20% wont matter that much. was too dead to do it today anywayz. annoying video. VERY annoying video. the lady was epic fail xDDDD weelay: "i'm so glad she's not a singer" xDDDD and the push and pull and waaaveeee xDDD not tired? ;P lol then mr k sez "i can't take it anymore." -switchoff- xDDDD gg. frekaing Finnish accent xDDD STOP IT! =L its so piercing!
D2MG after school. was petty dead. did all the moves like a fail zombie as i was. felt like shet. rave was funny again xDD. thanku bex for lending me your scarf<3 and thanku bex's mum for driving me to the station =) lol u fell asleep on train ;P fail. walking home...barely knew what was going on. surprised i didnt get run over xDD.
Got home and took a shower. 38.[69] degrees shush =P
fell asleep. slept fr 15 hours. missed dinner xDD
wanna see you...i'll try my best...just for that chance<3
~<33 beedee
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