Wednesday, August 19, 2009
failday =(
yeah title sez it all.
so where should i start? "the beginning...duh! ==" oh my bad ><
wait...*afterthought from last night:
gl dc =) we're rooting for you >] well at least i am >< yeah its a chain of stolen dates~ xDDD lol you and your cookies then me and my...sex == fb is retarded...
dildos scare me =L
you didn't come back on =( see how tired you are? that's why tonight's not happening!! >[ plz dont =(
today:
woken up by a txt at 5:40-ish =) lol long nap ;P jksjks. dw bout it =)
fell back asleep of course T_T
was gna get up early to study maths and do srp. fail much?
so ended up waking up at 7:30. was quite shetted cos hadnt packed for school or anything. cos accidentally fell asleep last night (which in a way was good...cos it meant i actually slep b4 12...first in a LOOOOOOOONNNNGGG time ><) still not used to having to brush my retainers...like tf?! (forgot to brush them last night...that's why T_T)
just made the 8:15. looked through the past non-cal tests on the way and thought 'oh fek i am so shetted'. yeah that. i hate maths >[ just in case u hadnt realised.
made it to school and group was sitting in the eblock entrance. sorry celia, weelay, wheeza and lenloe. i'm sorry i wasnt there to help set up D;. really am T_T i'll make it up to you...somehow. probs can't though T_T i'm sorrryyyyyy~
1st period non-cal. hahaha....shet. T_T (yeah theres a lot of swearing in this post ><) my brain just dusnt function in maths mode. it doesnt. ever~ T_T anywayz i'm screwed for this term maths (Y) 30%...30%!!!!!! T_________________T we then talked about nono's in maths lol. -bigBABOOOOWWWsound-
ran to quad to set up for pe assessment. haha sheeeeeettt... didn't know what to do with leadup game. fekfekfek...wat gna do~?!?! so just decided to do either newcomb ball or dodgeball. got there and the NET WAS TOO SHORT! fk!! panicked. stoopid sub teacher was a b-...an ugly female dog =) class wasnt all that enthusiastic. waaaah. wat were we supposed to do? throw candy at you? or whip you into shape?! T____T like lenloe sed, we weren't gonna kill our peers. anywayz, kerrigan apparently stole the net so we had to wait half a lesson for it. in the meantime thanku lenloe and wheeza and weelay for taking class thru warmup, stretches and skills. leadup we ended up doing poison ball...lol kelly got owned xDDD fun stuff. then we did the game. lol we werent even sure of the rules ourself T_T "errr...what happens when the ball goes out?" "O_O -whisperwhisper- uhmmmm....there is...no...out -shift- deal with it~!" >< so dodgy...LOL like our game name!!! 'DODGY BALL!' xDDD >] i take credit for coming up with that >] class seemed to get into the game after a few minutes. which was good =) at least they were having fun...or seemed like it >< then frekaing time ran out. JUST WHEN THEY WERE GETTING INTO IT! D= waaaaah oh wells. we got 1 for something...prep maybe? dont like that sub. sorry celia =( we let u down...
recess me and lenloe btched about the pe sub xDDD weelay left for home. hope u get beta soon =( <3
lol thot we had science so went around science block...then realised we didnt T_T so had to walk all the way back to b-block. thot we had english...then relaised our timetable's switched back now. DAMN! we had history!!! no txtbook~ D; talking with lenloe about...stuff :3 xDDD yeah...ended up missing lots of notes =\ whitlam is ms melky's bf~ xDD why was he smiling wen he got sacked? O_O
lunchtime had yr 10 vocal~. it's too HOT...to sambaaaaaa~. its in my head ==;; lol "body starts to swaaaay~" go alto 2 and our dodge actions. =L we shud totally film ourselves one day...just singing it normally. you'll look at it and see just the end section being retards and moving around weirdly xDD YAYYYYY^^ DISNEY JAM SESSION!!! >] omgomgomg!!! "i just can't wait to be king~" lol i knew all the lyrics -shift- yeah YOU shush! T_T its all your fault!...well...not really ><
science. was super shift. was hungry. so i ate in the lab xDDDD. mr k sent me outside to eat (no ill-intent =] - just apparently last pd they used sum kinda sulfuric sumthing or other...and i might dieeee~ if i eat in there. xDD) after came back in started stressing about the letter. fkfkfkfkfk how was i gna do this T_T stoopid lyrics! RAWR! stoopid ipod for being out of bats!! T_T stoopid paper for being unfoldable T_T stoopid me for not realising earlier~! T_T waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ended up spending the whole period stressing...about THAT...and only ended up with the DATE on the top! i FAAAAIILLLL~
jap. lenloe told me to ditch so we cud look up stuff with ipt ppl. lol nah...not THAT sad >< was...sorta dogging log and al...cos i was preoccupied the whole period. even pretended not to know answer...didnt do any of the comprehension >< rebelling JAP! me! yeah...shet...worlds turning upside down~ just finished letter before bell rang. but wasnt packed. ccrapcrap. then shosh and niki's french group were walking so slowly down the stairs D; FAR OUT! just wen i'm in a hurry. swear i was jogging on teh spot behind them.
ran out the eblock entrance and started walking. couldn't run cos was holding like...box-shaped bag and folder in either hand. nearing north sydney called lenloe and they were already there. shet. ran down escalator but train doors had just closed. SHET! my god i'm pathetic. went back up the escalator striaght away. baka bec. BAKA~ BAKAYAROU~~~
sorry luke, you''ll have to show me your [coughchatcough ;P] hair another day =\
walked back out. felt like...pathetic. stupid. wat was i thinking T_T
went to stanton library to return books. ahhhh~ relief ^^ one 'box' gone. then in my hand...THAT just stayed there. was VERY VERY VERY tempted to just...crush it. it's so fragile. waaah didn't wanna look at it. maybe i'll bury it at the very bottom of my dark drawer, where one day...i'll dig it up and -facepalm- wtf was i thinking? one word...'excessive'.
walked all the way from ns to st leos. quite tired. u get tired when you feel like shet =\
boarded train bout 4:25-ish. was wondering how things could've turned out diff today.
got back to pymble around 5:00. then spent a bit of time buying fruits for srp at local grocer. lol neva even been in there before. cute shepherd dog =) bird was annoying == got a grapefruit, 2 green kiwis and 2 limes. think we have pineapple, oranges and lemons at home. that enough? =S
walked home. dont like carrying stuff in both hands =\
pigged out on tiramisu and cheese+crackers at home.
wondering what you're doing atm.
my heart can't reach you...
~<33 beedee
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