Thursday, July 9, 2009
it's hot
YES i realise it's winter. NO my heater's not on. and i only have 2 layers so its not overclothing. >< and i'm feeling dizzy @_@
maybe i have a fever... or maybe it's cos i'm frustrated...
dno
so...today.
had to carry the heart cake tin to school...but when i put it together with folder in a shopping bag it made a hole i the bottom D; was awkwardcos it broke while getting off train. >< was really worried it would burst completely. D; but it didnt (Y)
history first period. 20/30 people (Y) women's rights stuffs. hehe =L i've always wondered if that was part of the compulsory syllabus. like...guy schools have to do it too. but maybe that's a stupid assumption. cos...maybe...argh wateva i'm dumb. it would just be funny if they had to learn it too ><
then from period 2 went to SCRAM. QUARTER FINALS YAY! dumped cake tin in locker so i could get rid of the huge shopping bag. then steffu and cath (i think) took the string off the shopping bag and kept it. xDDD i thought it was a shoelace at first O_O getting ready, we got into 'costume'. urgh...i am NEVER tucking my shirt into my school skirt O_O weird experience. and T_T im too fat to fit into weelay's blazer. buttons go -PIW- or sumthing >< THANK YOU JASSY FOR ALWAYS LETTING ME EAT YOUR FOOD~! <33 sounds dodge but really, i'm sorry for being a pig D; then weelay and her hardore makeup. shirley and her green eye shadow xDDD leaf = HIPPY!
during it...we went round and round in circles (very my fault ><) but overall i think maybe we did alright? time management was bleurgh >< like 1 minute left =L so funny. me and weelay trying to own each other, and then shirley vs ness as well. xDDDD sorry to Bella and Jassy >< we definitely made it hard for you D; but you guys did awesome!!<33 it was fun. and i know it's too late today to think like this but we should treat every round as if it's our last now cos we don't know when we'll be KO'ed >< so (Y) have fun while we can :3 good work guys^^
in the end...i didn't get the instant coffee D;
During lunch, we had very fun talk xDDD apart from someone who was very down D; wanted to help her but...i dno. how do you help someone without insulting their desire to be...alone? like...ARGH help but...'passively'? i dno D; anywayz. you know how we said one of our group's issues is always 'tangent'ing. i think it can be bad >< but it's also a characteristic. i mean this way we have fun. :3 i don't think optimism is bad...and seeing the brighter side of things and making a bit of fun out of depressing stuff isn't always bad. i'd prefer to see people smiling - it's not like we're disrespecting the 'concerning' issue. it's just our way of getting through difficult stuff. keep smiling<33 =)
i wish you would open up. you're only hurting yourself, and we only want to help. please, don't push us away. we have no ulterior motive i promise. it doesn't have to be now, it doesn't need to be quick. but, i just wish you'd let us help...=(
saw al's mum in the canteen and talked dodge mando to her =L
i dont like FLARTING >[ OUR SCHOOL IS NOT FKING RACIST! at least we dont make up nicknames for ppl like 'lebo', 'black', 'yellow' and 'terrorist' and all that. jeez. sabrina's play (i didn't see it but i'm sure it was: )is awesome! you obviously haven't seen enough of the world to see 'racism'. go do some research before you go making fking assumpions about people you'll never understand because YOU'RE the racist one >[
4th period maths. standard deviation somehow turned into hsc scaling xDDD TANGENT! :3 xDDD but it was interesting ^^
5th commerce. lindy chamberlain vid. prosecution lawyer's a bastard >[ lol i know it's dramatized but >[ dear lindy chamberlain if you're out there. i'm sorry you had to go through all that hell. im sure azaria's happy somewhere and you are amazing for standing up for yourself like that. you are AWESOME!
>< yes i know that was heaps random...but hey i can write whatever ;D
DoE training typical - commonsense stuff. walked to station while al everyone else bussed. funny xDDD w/e i like walking ><
GOOD LUCK IPT PPL! ONLY ONE DAY LEFT! GANBATTE~! you can do it<33
*note1 - please stop patronizing me. i'm not being modest. i know who i am and my looks. it's awkward and weird to respond to. so...yeah >< could you stop? it feels like a conspiracy -shift-
*note2 - :3ing is actually very fun and an interesting way of passing time while you walk to the station. ^^ i think people looked at me weirdly though >< i was probably making weird faces D; and...sounds...maybe
YEAH~! IGNORE THAT! xDDDD
~i'm honestly a bit sad that you can't go out during hols...D; but i hope you don't know this.
GEE GEE GEE GEE~
1 day till hols~!!
~<33 beedee
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