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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
fkmyheart

promise to write bout snowies 2moz.
but right now...i just can't think about that.

i'm so confused.

why am i like this...damnit.

thank you weelay for listening to me. love you muchly<33 thanks for being there, i'm hopeless without somone to listen to me. i actually can't wait now...for that to happen. >////< :3 sorry for keeping you awake. i can't help wanting to talk about it >< hopeless romantic indeed D;

why are you so...frustrating? no i'm not mad. it's just...what you do it's like...argh! are you serious or not? you're sending me all these mixed messages that i just don't know what to think anymore

i stopped breathing. then the illusion was shattered. that was my fault. i'm sorry. i'm lousy like that. fk my stoopid 'clueless' "?". im such a freaking coward.

my hearts feeling...like it was ripped out, and put back in...but its not genuine anymore? i don't know! i'm sorry that i seemed disappointed. i'm sorry. i'm just really sorry that i made you feel bad. i'm such a manipulative bitch.

but...i just cant help it. you're the only one that can make me feel like this. now it's just painful to think that i could never be number one. and, selfish as it may be, i'm sad to think that it was...again...just wishful thinking on my side. of course it couldn't be serious^^. i'm such an idiot for thinking anything else.

i'm sorry.

but i won't give up. ganbarimasu~! baka demo...

someday...just maybe...

~<33 beedee

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