Tuesday, June 30, 2009
hanging in there~
hmmm...its funny. all day, i've had depressing songs stuck in my head...
weelay is sick =( hope u get better soon~! thanks for replying today, and sorry i didn't reply in the arvo. (been too tired ><) will call you soon~ "call me, if you need a friend, call me!" ^^
don't really wanna talk about what happened at school today. that sounds worse than i mean it to be xDDD i mean as in...yeah...
netball training: 6 people there yay^^! record (Y) of course...a certain SOMEONE BIGPOOFACE didn't come of course. HAHA melc and melt told us to flame at her for them. they said they were going to stalk her homephone and talk to her parents (Y) serves you right btch.
lenloe lost her flash file D; i can't sympathize cos i don't do ipt, but there's still empathy... the library compnerds couldn't find it either D; well gl with redoing it. got 1 week extension yeah? =) if it helps, i think the vid is really cute :3
D2MG<33
jap reading. pissed that i didn't remember the word for grapes D; othawise (Y)
science me and lenloe r awsome ^_^ us and our non-calculator calculating :3
on a darker note...maybe it's just me...but nothing i do anymore seems to sit right with people. no matter what i do, even if it's alright if other people do it, it's like they HAVE to oppose me. i'm melodramatizing i know...but that's the feeling i'm getting. it's just not fair that i'm being judged cos of what i decide to pursue. there's that judging thing again. yeah, it just seems that nowadays, you have to make everyone else happy before you can think about yourself. yes i'm selfish, deal with it. and it's also not fair that the only un-involved person who seems to be supportive is because she's got that same interest. and on THAT note, THANK YOU~!<33 we both had a bad day (yours was worse of course ><) and i'm glad we pulled through somehow. thank you for being so supportive -hug-
ah...its 6pm. just woke up from falling asleep for 2 hrs >< very exhausted for some reason...
haha yeah... anywayz...where was i? D; oh right. yeah <33 you very much^^
lei dei gum do yee geen, lei dei zi gei hui cham ga la. ngo dei yee ging mun go lei dei go go lah dan hai lei dei zhi gei wa mm hui ga. so yee mm how wa ngo dei mow mun go lei dei ah! mm hai ngo dei go cho lei ga! mm how yee wai ngo mo geen dow lei dei yi ga heng dow 'bar' gun ngo ah.
ARGH SHIT...got so much crap to finish before thursday.
ok...TO DO LIST!
*Drama Journal - fked for cos i havnt started and need to do a term's worth of entries before thursday D;
*SRP Log Book - also fked for cos i'm capped and can't do research x(
*Jap notes for me/lenloe - shouldn't be too hard. killing 2 birds with one stone (Y)
*English Script for Mice and Men - GROUP MEETING GUYS!!! D;
still not quite satisfied with that rant. might post again tonight. if bothered.
~<33 beedee
Labels: emotions, friends, life, school
~<33 bee[d]ee @ 4:45 PM |
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