Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Bi-polar O_O
yeah...i'm over it already =_=. ok not over it....cos it still bothers me heaps.
but if anything, i'm the type who forgets why they were angry to begin with (Y) pathetic isn't it? =_= yeah yeah.
and guess how i'm feeling right now? smitten~! -cue groans, headdesks, and palmfaces-
those 2 of you who know what this is all about, i should get over it shouldn't i? it's quite pathetic. haha...i like using that word now. it's so appropriate. "paTHEtic!" xDDD
-sigh- i'm hopeless. i'm so fking clueless that i probably don't even know how stupid i look from an outsider's POV. in fact, i'm just stupid. full stop. end of story.
ARGH! what's worse is that its one-sided. (Y) yeah great direction this is going isn't it?
since everone is posting up songs on their blogs i should too ^^ nobody knows this song but screw it! its for my own sake ><
presenting!!! -drumroll- the state of my heart >< =_= (the tense isn't right but use your imagination ;P) also the lyrics don't even relate to me....wtf?! =_= I JUST LIKE IT OK! >w<
The Way I Loved You by Taylor Swift
He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
maybe someday, someday when i cant tell you and laugh about it like it's nothing, i'll tell you. for now, just the thought of you is enough.
~<33 beedee
~<33 bee[d]ee @ 10:42 PM |
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