Just no copying^^. That's all =)
If you do, i'll make sure u don't again -blink-
Swearing = ok (Y) cos i do it too ><
All work is original except for song lyrics xP
I take no credit for those at all~








Music Code here=)
GetItHere! lalala~ :D

June 2009
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September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
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July 2010
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September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
January 2011
March 2011

CRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAM
(woah shit I actually bothered typing out every letter for that...hence my stress
venting~!!)

yes i'm screwed.
FKKKK
_____

I give up on you.

Labels: emotions, stress

Labels: emotions

So yeah...i think i've overdosed on caffeine and is gonna crash and burn tomorrow xD.
Had a whole can of Mother plus handfull of chocolate coated coffee beans.
Not fked in the mind at all. haha.

And yeah consequently I think I feel very restless.
Like my body temp feels very cold and I keep fidgeting.
Ironically I can't even concentrate for long enough to progress with Extension.

FIGHT ON! D;

Labels: fail, stress

So yeah.
After deserting here for so long...
the time I find to blurt out something is when I really shouldn't be here at all.
FK ext english LOL

but anywayz yes...
I don't know.

To Lenloe...<3 stay strong.
-hug-

To J,
I know that you want me to work and I've called u too many times in the last hour.
Which is why I refrained from calling you again to say this.
But I just got a very bad urge to tell you I love you.
Do you know that?
Maybe you do.
But right now for some strange reason,
amidst all this stress,
I just very desperately want you to know.
Yeah call me weird. ><

Labels: friends, love, stress

I ish happy...until people start assuming I have time for things they expect me to do. =)

No...not =)

But will try (Y)

Happy bday Elaine =)

And thankyou to musume-chan for letting me in again <3 -hug-

Oh and Nokia is a bitch. =(
Not conversations and no unlocking key T^T

(bb) Dinosaur x)

Labels: friends, life, school, stress

Labels: love, Thankyou

Dance is my haven.
I can be whoever I want to be.
Away from reality.
Away from those who I don't want to think about.
Away from the real me.



Had a dream that I took like a million drags from a ciggy.
And that I was the embodiment of a Japanese curse.
And people ran away (Y)
_________________

Dad's bday party.
So epic =D
Like...the adults are literally tearing down the house with their horriblez karaoke LOL
And we played zombie tag and marco polo and sang random justin bieber and Iyaz in the courts.
At night =D
In the dark >D

And I had my first taste of midori...like...10mL
but it felt like a lot xD
Cos it was majorly diluted with sprite.
And...it just felt like...urgh xD
Anywayz,
Yes its not that great LOL
Expected it to taste at least a bit redeeming.
But it smelt like medicine x(

bleurgh.
That was all I had haha.
Then we had bluberry cheesecake >w<
and
We all talked and played tongues and stuff :3
Shame that the onli legal boy cudnt come,
And plus Steven and Jimmy and Nathan didn't come either
So out of the 'big' kids it was only me and Euni (and Matt if u count him xD)
But yes
Was nice to se everyone again =D
Now...must do ext or I'm screwed LOL

Labels: Dreams, Family, For the LOL, friends, fun, life

Dad's bday party today.
Not gonna have time to do ext.
Fk.



I'm a shit person.

Labels: down, emotions, fail

i gots black jeans today.
wheeeeee~



I've died once, twice and again tonight.
But I'll be ok.
I will.

Labels: down, emotions, friends, love

Happy birthday dad! =)
You've hit the big 50!
Glad that you're enjoying it with your close friends and family.
<3
Love you dad.
__________
Happy birthday ANDYYYY!
You skinny panda shit.
Freaking 18.
ARGH!
No... I refuse to think of you as an adult.
xDDD
But really, congrats bro =)
It's been a long journey <3
__________
Kev, you're such a considerate brother.
Thank you.
For this morning and every other one too.
Thank you <3
I wish I was a better sis.
__________
Kwaaan you're awesome and you're way too helpful for your own good xD
GO STUDY instead of...helping out depressed people and playing Starcraft xP
But yeah thank you =)
<3
__________
Sab, thankyou for the notion.
But right now,
those questions I've gone over in my head a long time ago already and still am,
That isn't the issue right now.
But again, thank you for the concern.
Appreciate it (Y)
__________
Dan, you're sexy LOL -hug-
My scandalous helicopter sexbuddy ;P
Miss you like crazy <3
__________
Unnameable person no.1
I cannot tell you why,
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I have to put you through this.
But I'm sick, exhausted and confused of this.
Maybe it's better I find solace somewhere else.
And leave you to this familiar bliss.
__________
Unnameable person no.2
Go eat a peach.
LOLwhut.
No I don't get it either.
But yes.
Please go live your life well away from me =)
__________
Unnameable person no.3
Catch me now,
Or let me keep falling?
Your choice.
I finally got it out.
Against my better judgement.
And you still don't get it at all.
__________
Mayu-chan and Miho-chan!
You are so funny! =D
I love you guys!!^^
Glad I got to meet you.
And that we had quality tennis time and talking in broken japlish =D
Hope you guys enjoyed it here and one day we will meet again<3
-vaginasign- LOL! <3333
NOBUTA POWER CHUUNYUU~!
___________
I'm like a bird~

Labels: Family, For the LOL, friends, life, love, Thankyou

Labels: emotions, friends

Various messages to diff people.
Because I'm too brain overloaded to recount my day.

____________

I wish people noticed you more. I don't think anyone realises just how amazing you are, including me. I see you on the outside, and think just how much you deserve to be the focus of attention. And it seems that sometimes, contrary to popular belief, YOU're the one who notices my falls from grace. And I love you for it. Thank you for being so quietly understanding. And for caring just enough.
_____________

Stop stalking me. My name is not my full name, get it right. You're hot. But you're desperate. And stop involving my bro in it.
_____________

We're cool. =) I like the fact that I'm comfortable with you. Despite the mutual physical abuse xD You're a pretty genuine guy, and thanks for the good times. =) Hope we'll stay cool =) (wtf xD)
_____________

I want to be ok with you. And maybe I am. But you're trying so hard to be a part of it all that it vexes me. But I'll try.
_____________

Here's a starter: Stop blaming yourself. Stop being considerate for me. Stop holding back. Stop blaming yourself but not doing anything about it. Stop victimizing yourself.
_____________

You deserve better. It's agonizing to watch you struggle when she doesn't seem to care. She's got you wrapped around her little finger. And somehow it seems that you'd rather stay on a leash.
_____________

Thank you for letting me lean on you today =) It feels like we havn't been that close in a long time. You deserve to be cherished. Know that you're not unwanted. I still love you. Even if it doesn't show sometimes. -hug- Stay strong.
______________

That place isn't meant to be occupied by anyone. And yet you plonk down like a usurper. Have a bit of sensitivity would you? Find somewhere else to assert your 'bee'-ness. And the least you could do is appreciate the efforts people have to include you. I smiled at you because I knew you'd be happy for this, but instead you diverted your eyes past me. Thank you so much.
______________

I couldn't ask for a better friend. Your notion moved me. You've done so much for me, without needing to do much at all. We're the dynamic duo~! Stay awesome<3
______________

I know I'm being a spoilt brat. So thank you so much for putting up with me. And thank you for understanding. Both of you. <3
______________

I think that's it for now. Good luck, but I think they're a bit too shifty, even for the most knowledgeable about me. (Y)

Labels: Family, friends, fun, love, Thankyou

Been stuck in my mind all arvo. Just felt like posting it up.
____________________________________

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all..

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

Labels: emotions, love, Music of the heart

For you to be happy.

Labels: 11:11, love

Labels: down, emotions

Labels: emotions

I'm torn between hoping for what I've forged.
And what could be better.
The clashing of two worlds is tough.
Decisions are painful.

Labels: emotions, friends, stress

Cos everyone's doing it haha.
The results were a bit of a shock to me xD
bleurgh

Harry Potter Quiz:

Results -

Gryffindor: 66
Ravenclaw: 61
Hufflepuff: 91 (holysht O_O!)
Slytherin: 54

CRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAMCRAM
(woah shit I actually bothered typing out every letter for that...hence my stress
venting~!!)

yes i'm screwed.
FKKKK
_____

I give up on you.

Labels: emotions, stress

Labels: emotions

So yeah...i think i've overdosed on caffeine and is gonna crash and burn tomorrow xD.
Had a whole can of Mother plus handfull of chocolate coated coffee beans.
Not fked in the mind at all. haha.

And yeah consequently I think I feel very restless.
Like my body temp feels very cold and I keep fidgeting.
Ironically I can't even concentrate for long enough to progress with Extension.

FIGHT ON! D;

Labels: fail, stress

So yeah.
After deserting here for so long...
the time I find to blurt out something is when I really shouldn't be here at all.
FK ext english LOL

but anywayz yes...
I don't know.

To Lenloe...<3 stay strong.
-hug-

To J,
I know that you want me to work and I've called u too many times in the last hour.
Which is why I refrained from calling you again to say this.
But I just got a very bad urge to tell you I love you.
Do you know that?
Maybe you do.
But right now for some strange reason,
amidst all this stress,
I just very desperately want you to know.
Yeah call me weird. ><

Labels: friends, love, stress

I ish happy...until people start assuming I have time for things they expect me to do. =)

No...not =)

But will try (Y)

Happy bday Elaine =)

And thankyou to musume-chan for letting me in again <3 -hug-

Oh and Nokia is a bitch. =(
Not conversations and no unlocking key T^T

(bb) Dinosaur x)

Labels: friends, life, school, stress

Labels: love, Thankyou

Dance is my haven.
I can be whoever I want to be.
Away from reality.
Away from those who I don't want to think about.
Away from the real me.



Had a dream that I took like a million drags from a ciggy.
And that I was the embodiment of a Japanese curse.
And people ran away (Y)
_________________

Dad's bday party.
So epic =D
Like...the adults are literally tearing down the house with their horriblez karaoke LOL
And we played zombie tag and marco polo and sang random justin bieber and Iyaz in the courts.
At night =D
In the dark >D

And I had my first taste of midori...like...10mL
but it felt like a lot xD
Cos it was majorly diluted with sprite.
And...it just felt like...urgh xD
Anywayz,
Yes its not that great LOL
Expected it to taste at least a bit redeeming.
But it smelt like medicine x(

bleurgh.
That was all I had haha.
Then we had bluberry cheesecake >w<
and
We all talked and played tongues and stuff :3
Shame that the onli legal boy cudnt come,
And plus Steven and Jimmy and Nathan didn't come either
So out of the 'big' kids it was only me and Euni (and Matt if u count him xD)
But yes
Was nice to se everyone again =D
Now...must do ext or I'm screwed LOL

Labels: Dreams, Family, For the LOL, friends, fun, life

Dad's bday party today.
Not gonna have time to do ext.
Fk.



I'm a shit person.

Labels: down, emotions, fail

i gots black jeans today.
wheeeeee~



I've died once, twice and again tonight.
But I'll be ok.
I will.

Labels: down, emotions, friends, love

Happy birthday dad! =)
You've hit the big 50!
Glad that you're enjoying it with your close friends and family.
<3
Love you dad.
__________
Happy birthday ANDYYYY!
You skinny panda shit.
Freaking 18.
ARGH!
No... I refuse to think of you as an adult.
xDDD
But really, congrats bro =)
It's been a long journey <3
__________
Kev, you're such a considerate brother.
Thank you.
For this morning and every other one too.
Thank you <3
I wish I was a better sis.
__________
Kwaaan you're awesome and you're way too helpful for your own good xD
GO STUDY instead of...helping out depressed people and playing Starcraft xP
But yeah thank you =)
<3
__________
Sab, thankyou for the notion.
But right now,
those questions I've gone over in my head a long time ago already and still am,
That isn't the issue right now.
But again, thank you for the concern.
Appreciate it (Y)
__________
Dan, you're sexy LOL -hug-
My scandalous helicopter sexbuddy ;P
Miss you like crazy <3
__________
Unnameable person no.1
I cannot tell you why,
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I have to put you through this.
But I'm sick, exhausted and confused of this.
Maybe it's better I find solace somewhere else.
And leave you to this familiar bliss.
__________
Unnameable person no.2
Go eat a peach.
LOLwhut.
No I don't get it either.
But yes.
Please go live your life well away from me =)
__________
Unnameable person no.3
Catch me now,
Or let me keep falling?
Your choice.
I finally got it out.
Against my better judgement.
And you still don't get it at all.
__________
Mayu-chan and Miho-chan!
You are so funny! =D
I love you guys!!^^
Glad I got to meet you.
And that we had quality tennis time and talking in broken japlish =D
Hope you guys enjoyed it here and one day we will meet again<3
-vaginasign- LOL! <3333
NOBUTA POWER CHUUNYUU~!
___________
I'm like a bird~

Labels: Family, For the LOL, friends, life, love, Thankyou

Labels: emotions, friends

Various messages to diff people.
Because I'm too brain overloaded to recount my day.

____________

I wish people noticed you more. I don't think anyone realises just how amazing you are, including me. I see you on the outside, and think just how much you deserve to be the focus of attention. And it seems that sometimes, contrary to popular belief, YOU're the one who notices my falls from grace. And I love you for it. Thank you for being so quietly understanding. And for caring just enough.
_____________

Stop stalking me. My name is not my full name, get it right. You're hot. But you're desperate. And stop involving my bro in it.
_____________

We're cool. =) I like the fact that I'm comfortable with you. Despite the mutual physical abuse xD You're a pretty genuine guy, and thanks for the good times. =) Hope we'll stay cool =) (wtf xD)
_____________

I want to be ok with you. And maybe I am. But you're trying so hard to be a part of it all that it vexes me. But I'll try.
_____________

Here's a starter: Stop blaming yourself. Stop being considerate for me. Stop holding back. Stop blaming yourself but not doing anything about it. Stop victimizing yourself.
_____________

You deserve better. It's agonizing to watch you struggle when she doesn't seem to care. She's got you wrapped around her little finger. And somehow it seems that you'd rather stay on a leash.
_____________

Thank you for letting me lean on you today =) It feels like we havn't been that close in a long time. You deserve to be cherished. Know that you're not unwanted. I still love you. Even if it doesn't show sometimes. -hug- Stay strong.
______________

That place isn't meant to be occupied by anyone. And yet you plonk down like a usurper. Have a bit of sensitivity would you? Find somewhere else to assert your 'bee'-ness. And the least you could do is appreciate the efforts people have to include you. I smiled at you because I knew you'd be happy for this, but instead you diverted your eyes past me. Thank you so much.
______________

I couldn't ask for a better friend. Your notion moved me. You've done so much for me, without needing to do much at all. We're the dynamic duo~! Stay awesome<3
______________

I know I'm being a spoilt brat. So thank you so much for putting up with me. And thank you for understanding. Both of you. <3
______________

I think that's it for now. Good luck, but I think they're a bit too shifty, even for the most knowledgeable about me. (Y)

Labels: Family, friends, fun, love, Thankyou

Been stuck in my mind all arvo. Just felt like posting it up.
____________________________________

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all..

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

Labels: emotions, love, Music of the heart

For you to be happy.

Labels: 11:11, love

Labels: down, emotions

Labels: emotions

I'm torn between hoping for what I've forged.
And what could be better.
The clashing of two worlds is tough.
Decisions are painful.

Labels: emotions, friends, stress

Cos everyone's doing it haha.
The results were a bit of a shock to me xD
bleurgh

Harry Potter Quiz:

Results -

Gryffindor: 66
Ravenclaw: 61
Hufflepuff: 91 (holysht O_O!)
Slytherin: 54