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Monday, May 31, 2010

Quote of the Day:
"It's raining so much. It's going to be so wet; in your shoes, between your legs....everywhere."
[Miss Mizoshiri]

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 11:07 PM | 0 Eaters



Haha i know you posted this up yourself...so maybe its a bit redundant but I just wanted to do this anywayz =)

Dedicated to Steffu, who is going through a hard time <3
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Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me

So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Call me, if you need a friend
Call me, if you need a friend,
Callll on meeee =)

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 11:05 PM | 0 Eaters


Sunday, May 30, 2010

Need to blog about:
Musical
Musical performance
Pre-last night musical performance
The dream.
Fked for school.

~<33 bee[d]ee @ 7:31 PM | 0 Eaters



Stuck in my head and also...yeah x)

Shes indecisive
She cant decide
She keeps on looking
From left to right

Girl, come a bit closer
Look in my eyes
Searching is so wrong
I'm Mr. Right

You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after the song.
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Don't leave me out here dancing alone

You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time
I'm not trying to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

*note the subtle les mis reference LOL

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 2:25 PM | 0 Eaters



its not the first time i've posted this up but...i guess it's a different context.
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The Way I Love(d) You

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better

He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I love you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I love you

He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing, and I'm comfortable

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I love you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I love you

He can't see the smile I'm fakin'
And my heart's not breakin'
'Cause I'm not feelin' anything at all

And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now

I'll be screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
It's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I love you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I love you

And that's the way I love you
I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I love you

Someone tell me what I should do...I'm so lost

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 2:02 PM | 0 Eaters


Thursday, May 27, 2010

People stress me out.
Why do I worry so much.
Should I really care if you guys don't?
Should I even bother when its not serious to other people?
-sigh-

that was close.
so glad i came up with a cover.
i'd hate to lose you right now.

p.s. if you wanna know about my day...how about just be there.
yeah i'm being a btch.
but i guess it's fair to say my mood's not been exactly mt everest.
Sorry to the people who are offended.
if it doesn't apply i mean.

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 9:25 PM | 0 Eaters


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 8:14 PM | 0 Eaters



the saddest thing in life is self-reflection.

hello. i'm alive.

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 8:02 PM | 0 Eaters


Sunday, May 2, 2010

Did I mention my abs and quads cane after doing the beep test on Friday in PE?
haha well...now you know (Y)

Sneezing and coughing and laughing hurts haha xD
Please don't poke me D;

I am screwed for situps in DK tomorrow T_T

ANYWAYZ

I shall stop spamming everyone's dashboards and get on with my veryfail Ancient.
tasuketeeeeeee~ D;

~<33 bee[d]ee @ 9:10 PM | 0 Eaters



Yes I realise this is my 5th post within and hour.
But just wanted to say:

Goodluck for people with half-yearlies<3

'that's all there is~ there isn't...anymore. -barkbark-"
(for those who watched Madeline in their distant childhoods =D)

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 8:54 PM | 0 Eaters


Quote of the Day

"You are an orgy of suffering!"
-Ivan Chen

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 8:49 PM | 0 Eaters


=)

You've done what many have failed in.
Now the impossible has become truth.
Feel lucky.
Treasure it.

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 8:35 PM | 0 Eaters



She took one look and knew.
And hugged me tightly.
It's amazing how well you know me.
And how observative you really are.
People underestimate you.
People don't appreciate you enough.
I wish I was more like you.
Thankyou for being you.
You know who you are =)

<3

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 8:30 PM | 0 Eaters


It's funny

Someone pointed out something that came into effect towards me a day later.
...You can never make someone happy without making someone else sad.
Just some way. somehow. There will always be someone who is left out, or forgotten, or left in the shadows with nobody knowing what it's like to be left behind while the world keeps shifting forward...never stopping.

Every word typed, an empty lie...concealing the pain.
Lies in hopes that nobody will see.
Nobody will read between the lines.
Nobody can know the ugliness under the skin.

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~<33 bee[d]ee @ 8:22 PM | 0 Eaters