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i would sya how much i hate myself for not blogging for so long...but tbh i rly ceebed to care.

like...i care...but i'm ceebed to freak out over it.

i guess...well i guess that things happen to be experienced to the fullest, to enjoy what happens as much as you can while you can. i sorta realised this when i started writing stuff down for my blog in that little diary thingy. if things happened only to be written down, we'd spend our whole lives writing down in as much detail as possible about things, while we're not really experiencing it properly cos we're too busy writing it down. aish...does that make sense?

like...i guess its a bit like camera-ing. like...you take all the photos so you can look back on it, but while you were taking all those photos and videos, you could have been in the action, a part of it all, just having fun for yourself.

i guess it sounds a bit selfish...no? yes? i dno...just a reflection.

the only regrets i have...is that i couldn't write down stuffs about all that awesome stuff that happened in these past few months. i missed out so much...but really im just glad it happened at all =) as long as its up -here- and in -here-<3

Thursday 12th Nov



first day of freedom~ (SC finished :3)

haha i actually was not late~! (cos i fell asleep on the bed and had to wake up early to shower ><)

went to the leos pharmacy and bought french man kit xD yeah splurge much?
btw...man as in...manicure xDD for formal :3 cos i'm bored xD

and...fk i noticed it...fk i looked at the details xP SHUSH!! fking strawberry flavoured ><

there was like...not many ppl in class xD
english with seeto was funny. we finished watching rabbit-proof fence.
OMG KYAAAA tianna (girl who plays daisy) is so UBERLY cute~ >w<
oh and evelin(?) is awesome~ gstaa :3
its so sad tho...i dno...when they were doing the separation scene (from behind the scenes) it was so sad =( i think i cried a bit ><

Geo we had Ms Newman who put on Day after tomorrow for us.
hahas weelay had been deprived of the movie.
the hobo is funny xDD
tis an awesome movie.
halfway through i had an urge to buff my nails. xDD
weelay and lenloe was looking at me weirdly xD
heehee i like shiny nails :3
naturally too<3 =D

ah...i got callback for acapella =D
yayy? =D
haha BOMB alaska >]
igloos~ xD

we had english again and we finished rabbit proof fence spesh features.
lawls "why do you want to be a director when you grow up?" "ahhh because, you get to yell at people...at you get to say cut...and action...and you get to do nothing" xDD so cute and innocent >w<
then miss seeto made us do work xDD lolz everyone was like NUUUUUUUUUUUU~!
miss seeto: are we writing?!
steph: -head down, reading book- yess -keeps reading-
haha xDD
we managed to nag seeto into making it a class discussion xD even though we still had to write ><

lunchtime i went to acapella callbacks :3
we had to sing solo
twas fun :3 but nerveracking ><
everyone is so prooooo~
haha katherine mackellar shutting up ppl outside.
i sang "i wont say i'm in love" from hercules ^w^
cleggy said i should train my head voice. she said that last time too lol
this is the 5th auditions we've had for acapella this yr lol.
went back out and we raved to the charities council stereo :3
dancing was fun...not that it was rly dancing tho xDD

after lunch went to leos (yes i jigged ><)
doosh was already there wahhh sorry for being late =(
crap...rly bought it. fml xP
8.99, water, strawberry, a_ _ _ _l, frekaing hell xDD
stoopid doosh...no bag xP
yur school's gay xD

then went to chats.
THURSDAY MARKETSSS~<3333 :3
twister from kfc =)
dragged him around.
wahh stoopid dress...i hate being undecisive.
forever new. twas a bitlong and the material not so nice =\
and YOU! no peaking! >< lawl the changeroom ladies were probs like TF?! O_O
perv xP
i dont like novita anymore XC stoopid store...i lose 40 bucks T_T
at least exchangeable.
but i rly did like that colour and fabric =( and the frills!! -doesaction- xDD
saw pheebs who was shopping for 'shormal' xDD
was nice seeing her again :3
anwyayz...sorry you had to put up with me =(
i'm an awful shopper (Y)

then we finally went outside =D
takoyaki lovelove<3 had 8 balls haha =)
moving fish flakes :3 THEY'RE ALIVE~!
colotako<3
thn we tried choc and cheese hontou pancakes >w<
haha we always end up eating dont we? xD
then we had 4 more balls
LOL 2 for you and 2 for me xP
compensating ;P

then went to the park/garden place :3
wa very well kept =)
-sigh- <33
stoopid doosh keep the licorice~! >[
on the seat =)

was the first time we'd properly met up on month =) <33

parents didn't take the return as bad as i thought =)

then went nightshopping at chats.
lol chats chase is such a richass place.
feel so pov in it xD
WAAAHHHH alannah hill<33 >w<
cute clothes~ =D
i want a new swimsuit ><
i want shoes ><
didn't end up actually buying anything xD

i thought i saw jeremy cox at aps 7-9 band O_O
meh...he's just that short xD

cancelled friday meeting. go study you >[

friday in nxt post =)

~<33 beedee

Labels: fail, life, love, school

human nature. i find it the saddest thing. because the sad reality is that selfishness and greed are so easy in people. how much of what you see is a person's true intentions and how much is just a facade? And you finally realise what a horrible being you are when your heart is given the opportunity to feel those dark emotions, and things you didn't know you were capable of even feeling suddenly boil up, and you are no longer as innocent as you yourself thought you were. But you can't let people know what a manipulative selfish btch you are...so the mask is kept on. People keep going on thinking what a compassionate person you are while that nagging voice inide your head keeps saying "so you think you have them all fooled do you? won't they be so disappointed when they find out how you are really." and the feeling slowly eats you away. half-hearted kindness, eyes that don't reflect the smile, actions to promote your own position. All a cover up.

the ugly truth...you can't run from who you are.

~<33 beedee

Labels: emotions

Labels: emotions, friends

i would sya how much i hate myself for not blogging for so long...but tbh i rly ceebed to care.

like...i care...but i'm ceebed to freak out over it.

i guess...well i guess that things happen to be experienced to the fullest, to enjoy what happens as much as you can while you can. i sorta realised this when i started writing stuff down for my blog in that little diary thingy. if things happened only to be written down, we'd spend our whole lives writing down in as much detail as possible about things, while we're not really experiencing it properly cos we're too busy writing it down. aish...does that make sense?

like...i guess its a bit like camera-ing. like...you take all the photos so you can look back on it, but while you were taking all those photos and videos, you could have been in the action, a part of it all, just having fun for yourself.

i guess it sounds a bit selfish...no? yes? i dno...just a reflection.

the only regrets i have...is that i couldn't write down stuffs about all that awesome stuff that happened in these past few months. i missed out so much...but really im just glad it happened at all =) as long as its up -here- and in -here-<3

Thursday 12th Nov



first day of freedom~ (SC finished :3)

haha i actually was not late~! (cos i fell asleep on the bed and had to wake up early to shower ><)

went to the leos pharmacy and bought french man kit xD yeah splurge much?
btw...man as in...manicure xDD for formal :3 cos i'm bored xD

and...fk i noticed it...fk i looked at the details xP SHUSH!! fking strawberry flavoured ><

there was like...not many ppl in class xD
english with seeto was funny. we finished watching rabbit-proof fence.
OMG KYAAAA tianna (girl who plays daisy) is so UBERLY cute~ >w<
oh and evelin(?) is awesome~ gstaa :3
its so sad tho...i dno...when they were doing the separation scene (from behind the scenes) it was so sad =( i think i cried a bit ><

Geo we had Ms Newman who put on Day after tomorrow for us.
hahas weelay had been deprived of the movie.
the hobo is funny xDD
tis an awesome movie.
halfway through i had an urge to buff my nails. xDD
weelay and lenloe was looking at me weirdly xD
heehee i like shiny nails :3
naturally too<3 =D

ah...i got callback for acapella =D
yayy? =D
haha BOMB alaska >]
igloos~ xD

we had english again and we finished rabbit proof fence spesh features.
lawls "why do you want to be a director when you grow up?" "ahhh because, you get to yell at people...at you get to say cut...and action...and you get to do nothing" xDD so cute and innocent >w<
then miss seeto made us do work xDD lolz everyone was like NUUUUUUUUUUUU~!
miss seeto: are we writing?!
steph: -head down, reading book- yess -keeps reading-
haha xDD
we managed to nag seeto into making it a class discussion xD even though we still had to write ><

lunchtime i went to acapella callbacks :3
we had to sing solo
twas fun :3 but nerveracking ><
everyone is so prooooo~
haha katherine mackellar shutting up ppl outside.
i sang "i wont say i'm in love" from hercules ^w^
cleggy said i should train my head voice. she said that last time too lol
this is the 5th auditions we've had for acapella this yr lol.
went back out and we raved to the charities council stereo :3
dancing was fun...not that it was rly dancing tho xDD

after lunch went to leos (yes i jigged ><)
doosh was already there wahhh sorry for being late =(
crap...rly bought it. fml xP
8.99, water, strawberry, a_ _ _ _l, frekaing hell xDD
stoopid doosh...no bag xP
yur school's gay xD

then went to chats.
THURSDAY MARKETSSS~<3333 :3
twister from kfc =)
dragged him around.
wahh stoopid dress...i hate being undecisive.
forever new. twas a bitlong and the material not so nice =\
and YOU! no peaking! >< lawl the changeroom ladies were probs like TF?! O_O
perv xP
i dont like novita anymore XC stoopid store...i lose 40 bucks T_T
at least exchangeable.
but i rly did like that colour and fabric =( and the frills!! -doesaction- xDD
saw pheebs who was shopping for 'shormal' xDD
was nice seeing her again :3
anwyayz...sorry you had to put up with me =(
i'm an awful shopper (Y)

then we finally went outside =D
takoyaki lovelove<3 had 8 balls haha =)
moving fish flakes :3 THEY'RE ALIVE~!
colotako<3
thn we tried choc and cheese hontou pancakes >w<
haha we always end up eating dont we? xD
then we had 4 more balls
LOL 2 for you and 2 for me xP
compensating ;P

then went to the park/garden place :3
wa very well kept =)
-sigh- <33
stoopid doosh keep the licorice~! >[
on the seat =)

was the first time we'd properly met up on month =) <33

parents didn't take the return as bad as i thought =)

then went nightshopping at chats.
lol chats chase is such a richass place.
feel so pov in it xD
WAAAHHHH alannah hill<33 >w<
cute clothes~ =D
i want a new swimsuit ><
i want shoes ><
didn't end up actually buying anything xD

i thought i saw jeremy cox at aps 7-9 band O_O
meh...he's just that short xD

cancelled friday meeting. go study you >[

friday in nxt post =)

~<33 beedee

Labels: fail, life, love, school

human nature. i find it the saddest thing. because the sad reality is that selfishness and greed are so easy in people. how much of what you see is a person's true intentions and how much is just a facade? And you finally realise what a horrible being you are when your heart is given the opportunity to feel those dark emotions, and things you didn't know you were capable of even feeling suddenly boil up, and you are no longer as innocent as you yourself thought you were. But you can't let people know what a manipulative selfish btch you are...so the mask is kept on. People keep going on thinking what a compassionate person you are while that nagging voice inide your head keeps saying "so you think you have them all fooled do you? won't they be so disappointed when they find out how you are really." and the feeling slowly eats you away. half-hearted kindness, eyes that don't reflect the smile, actions to promote your own position. All a cover up.

the ugly truth...you can't run from who you are.

~<33 beedee

Labels: emotions

Labels: emotions, friends